Even a stopped clock tells the right time

Over the hills and far away Teletubbies come out to play

2011-07-18T16:31:00.000-07:00

This past month has been bust! This Friday I will have had Henry as my boyfriend for a month. Henry is very nice. He has waist long black hair, blue eyes, computer skills, guitar playing skills, drum playing skills, singing skills and is funny (''Girls only want boyfriends with great skills'' Nepoleon Dynamite). He is the drummer for a metal band. I think the band is really good. I have been to two of the bands gigs. So much fun. He used to be in a band that was quite well known in my town area. Henry was the singer... singer of sorts... more of the shouty kind.

In the last month I have spent alot of time with Henry in his nice little village. I went to Plymouth for a week. Went to the aquarium, shopping, Mutley, fish shops. My cousins are obsessed with fish and their new fish tank. I like cow fish. They are really cute!

They are marine fish... they really want me to get a marine tank... but do you know how much trouble that would take? It is fussy having a tank like that. I would get anemones if I had a marine tank. I went to a witch craft shop. It was interesting. I got a necklace with a goaty on it(Baphomet type). I said to the person working there that I didn't realise that goats were a Wiccan symbol, which is what they were being sold as. He said they were the main symbol for wiccans...... yeahhh.... I have never heard that before. In some paths of Wicca maybe but not the main ones. Working somewhere like that, you should really know a bit more about what you are selling. Annie and I went to a mind, body and spirit festival/show. It was called Quest. There were alot of interesting characters there.

I have finnished college now, for real. Sad stuff. Had a really fun leaving party. Halarious. There are photos which will never be put online. Hahaha.

I complete the game 'Portal' today!

I am now going to drink coffee and listen to my boyfriend playing guitar.

I am a very happy person and have been for the past month.

Awesome! Full volume! (Ignore shouty-ness)

2011-06-23T09:15:00.000-07:00

There are no limits

2011-06-18T14:51:00.001-07:00

I didn't go mountain biking on Tuesday. I did some gardening and potterd about. The last video I know messes up at the end, I don't know why, it took way too long to upload so I'm not uploading it again. Yesterday I didn't do anything and today I didn't do anything but then I had to go to Tesco to get something for Father's Day, tomorrow. I wanted to get Adele's 21 CD. I cycled to Tesco by 9. But omg, the time I have the money and am in Tesco they didn't frickin' have it! I got the magazine, had a wonder around the very empty shop and then cycled home again. Town seemed to be full of loads of drunk Australians. It wasn't cold and it wasn't warm and it didn't rain and the roads were empty, there wasn't many people walking around and I cycled on the road most of the time for a change.
I am watching Dorian Grey right now. I spun some wool today. There is kareoki in the pub next door tonight. I can also hear Ma snoring. I'm not sure how she can sleep through it.
Here are some nice pictures I have found today, inspiration I suppose, it will be helpful some time and I love this clothing style. The big coats would get in the way abit and get dirty being so close to the floor, but they are very magical! I am pretty sure I will make the acorn and leaves scarflet one though! I think I found all these on Etsy, I haven't ever explored that site before. Very cool. People sell hand spun wool on there for lots of money! I need to practise and see if I can get quick at it, quick enough to make it worth my while to sell it on.

Vlog 5 - Oi oi you lucky people

2011-06-16T15:50:00.000-07:00

Vlog 4 - Jee wizz, I am tired

2011-06-13T15:53:00.000-07:00

You bizzles forgot, slizzle does not give a hoot!

2011-06-12T11:13:00.000-07:00

I had a video I made while sitting in a field, and was looking forward to uploading it. But my card broke and I could only recover the first 6 seconds of it, in terrible quality! Sad stuff. Well I did get this video of Lilly. With only 3 seconds missing. I need to make some more videos!

Daddy came over for lunch today. Mary came over to collect some washing. Sally, her friend, drover her by. She came in for tea. She is full of loads of energy all the time. She was saying that she had to sew and fix some wedding dresses for a wedding, I think it was her daughters, next week. She hugs people alot. Haha, that was a bit of fun her popping by.

Charlie, my tutor text me, said we are paddling in Llandysul tomorrow. I was hoping it wasn't the same not so awesome stuff we have been doing since before Christmas. Like paddling down the river, going for a little journey.. but no, I think we will be practising skills blahblah in the pond. Maybe somebody will add the the day and start a mud fight if the water is still low. Or maybe this will be the last day of this kind of thing and something a bit better on Tuesday. I shouldn't complain atall, I know! We could just be in college. But we haven't got long in college left, and we really have all had a bit too much of this. What about coasteering or river swimming or river walking or rafting, canoeing or kayaking down river! Oh, I better not dwell more on it, it makes me feel a bit sad that my time is almost over doing this. Crap.

(sorry to swear.)

Miawmiawmiaw

2011-06-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

Today I did just about the same amount as yesterday, which wasn't much atall. Watched some videos, such as: Cinderella, Princess Diaries, Sleeping Beauty, Scream and Addam's Family (the on in which Fester comes back).

Looking for videos of fairies, anything interesting really, on Youtube and came across this video...

This person had some good videos and a good blog it turns out! This and This here are good ones. I have read loads of her posts.

She had this song on her blog. I like this song! And this by the same person.

I have started repainting our giant garden ladybird to protect him from the weather. His eye fell off so I am going to stick it back on tomorrow.
There has been like nothing on TV the last few days! In the day until about 6, then Ma comes home and that is my TV time done until half 10 (she has started going to bed at a more grown up time now, it was half 8). For a while though it can be quite entertaining to flick through all the channels your don't usually go to. I usually avoid the religious ones, but didn't today. There were some nuns praying on one channel. They said virtually the same prayed for half an hour. They all looked very sweet. But the noise was a bit scary, un-nerving.

Well the plan for tomorrow is.... much the same! Paint the ladybird is one thing to do!

The Algies

2011-06-10T07:18:00.000-07:00

The little people that live in my sister's house. Drew them this morning!

My sister is the Juke of Sudok'

2011-06-09T05:21:00.000-07:00

She has recently taking a big liking to sudoku. She loves it and does a lot of it.
Yesterday after I left the library after writing my blog, I went to Jackson's Lane, where there is an organic cafe. I think it is called Ty bach. Which is welsh for little house. But I may be wrong at the name. Well I have been there twice before I think, it is very nice food and it is nice in there. So I had 3 hours to kill until Mary came home from college. I had the first sit down meal on my own ever. I had Mediterranean pasta, bread 'n' salad, and elderflower pop. Lovely. There was a lady sitting very near me on a sofa and she was looking around and writting loads and loads. I looked at her and she kinda looked away like she was writting about the people in the place. I know that look because I sometimes write about people around me or draw them. Sneaky sneaky. Or like e.g when you are trying to take pictures of men in suits carrying suit cases in a small seaside town in Lou, Cornwall. That was funny. I spent ages in there then walked aimlessly around shops in town wasting time. Then I went to the comic shop and asked them if they could get a graphic novel called Ghost World, you know, the film I like? It was originally a comic. They are gonna try and get it for me. Met Mary and went back to hers. Watched Despicable me, it was very good, and then The Beach, then half of The Pick of Destiny that I watched the day before last too.
Yesterday I made a good go of a jigsaw I have had for years. All the pieces virtually look the same though, so it is tricky. Tattoo is looking good. Look at all those roses in our garden, aren't they nice?

2nd tattoo day!

2011-06-08T05:56:00.000-07:00

Good day! Got up from a funny dream about a stress relieving little digger foam man I have, like those squishy balls you can squish to relieve stress. It floated away in the sea and then somebody got it back. I went down stairs, made coffee and turned on the TV for Kerrang Radio. The song that was on was Twisted Transistor. It was such a good song, though I didn't really listen to the lyrics apart from the main ones. I just googled the lyrics and it turns out it was about something rude!
Had a shower, got the bus into town at 12. Dropped a book of at the library and had a look at some books for something interesting. Found one about Illuminati so I read a bit of that. Then I went to Hidden Jewel tattoo place for 1 o'clock! Same person as before did a tattoo for me, on my foot! A pentagram in black. It was done quickly, so the pain didn't last long. This one hurt afterwards. He gave me a lollypop, apple one. I love everything appley. Apples, I could live of them. Apple juice, apples, apple sauce, apple ade, apple Sourz, apple lolly pops and toxic waste apple flavoured things. Lush. If you taste apple wood it tastes of apple did you know? Did you know that there is cyanide in apple pips? Mm appley! Well yeah, anyway, I am chuuuuufffed! So pleased. I love pentagrams and all the different meanings and things it stands for, apart from Wiccan things and Christian things. This tattoo didn't cost much.
I popped into Tangled Parrott music shop just before I came the to library, where I am now. I wanted to get a CD but then thought no, they are expensive, so I got a record. And what did I find? Breaking Glass Soundtrack! By Hazel O'connor. Very good film, very good songs, album, singer and actress. So that was a good find!
I am waiting in town until Mary gets home from college at 5. I have a few hours to wait.
I want to get some foodies but I'm not sure where from and I may get sucked into shops on the way.
On the bus there was a little boy that came on, he was just about taller than my knee and as the bus went he couldnt stop himself doing little steps back, it was so cute. I stopped him travelling too far backwards.
When I came into the library I saw an old friend of Dad's. We had a little chat. Dad said she was into strange religion, but I'm not sure what he ment. Buddhism could be wierd to him, but it could be anything between that a nutty cult. I think she is probly just intersted in wiccan or just crystal healing and reiki. I don't think she into anything strange by standards. But everything and everyone is strange so who can say anything about it.
I am going to put that song I first heard today, It sounds like a good song and is catchy, just don't listen to all the lyrics!

Be obscene be be obscene

2011-05-31T12:44:00.000-07:00

I would say more today but I don't feel all too great atall! Had a good day though fair play. Ma did just be a ticket for me to go to Plymouth to Annie's in July! SO that is very cool! Here is just a song and a few pics I found on the internet I like for today!

What on earth is custard powder?

2011-05-30T10:28:00.001-07:00

Looking for one of my favourite foods in the cuboard I found a tin/pot thing of powderd custard. What do I even do with that? Ma is asleep now, awhhh dang it.

Here are photos from the residential this week and my guinea pig! That faded kinda picture of the garden was a play around with trying to make use of my poloroid camera using some paper on the inside kinda of thing. That space on the ceiling is what I have done of my ceiling, painted, so far.

All the best people are mad

2011-05-28T11:43:00.000-07:00

Today I got up early to go to a car boot sale by the hospital. I walked there. There were hardly any car boots, loads of rubbish and loads of people. I got a Billy Connelly live video for my growing collection (4 videos and 2 DVD series now). I got the bus the rest of the way into town. Library, Old Curiosity cafe for a cappacino, as I didn't have time for anything before I left home. I was watching people pass the window and I saw someone from a favourite TV show, a Dirty Sanchez guy! The most manly one of them. How cool. Got some records from Oxfam. Got a card reader in Poundland. Went to the post office to collect the camera that I bought on ebay, a waterproof camera. Pretty cool. Went to see Mary and went to her house. I got a necklace with a clock pendant on it on sale in Topshop. I have wanted one for ages. I got The One That Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest on DVD at the market. There wasn't a bus home for like 2 hours so I walked home. I was SO tired. Watched the film and now I am watching the end of My Fair Lady on TV until I can be botherd to find something proper to watch or put on a DVD or video.

Photo of Carmarthen I took today. It was quite cloudy but not really this cloudy. I liked the album cover of the record.

Photos from 1994 lost in Grandpas old camera found last week

2011-05-27T06:40:00.000-07:00

My sister Mary and I at the farm we lived at when we were little. Grandpa died in '94 and we then moved in to look after our Grandma, the lady gardening behind the German Shepard. The German Shepard was Ma's friend's, Terry's dog, it was a guard dog in his pub then our grandparent's had her and they loved her. I think her name was Lady. The garden's are from Eirianell, the family home then where we lived until it was sold and all that fuss, 5 years ago. Grandpa loved his garden. That was our cat, Boycat. We had a family of wild cats on the farm. A mummy cat, daddy cat, and kittens.

This is it! Blog of my life! Back to normal!

2011-05-27T04:05:00.001-07:00

I tried getting the song Icon on my blog on my Ipod but it I couldn't, here it is;
The speakers and sound altogether is tempremental on this laptop, I hope you can hear this, as I can't.

Saturday: Went to town with Ma and got the cable I needed, went to some shops and went to see Mary.

Monday: Went to college with my bags of things I needed for my week away (until Thursday). Residentail this week, looking after some children doing outdoor things, staying at Llandysul. Charlie (tutor) did paper work and stuff. Went to the computer room with someone on the course. Got on bus to Llandysul. We didn't do much for the day, but I got on well with people. It was a fun day. In the evening I went for a spin in Meg's boyfriend's car with Meg, with Bud, to Meg's house in Llandovery. Went to a kebab shop in Llandeilo on the way back.

Tuesday: I didn't need to get up early to go up to where the children were staying. Went up in the afternoon to help bud. I helped make paper hats, haha.

Wednesday: Had to get up early to help with breakfast. Went to the crag (rock face place), Captain Kidds ( I mentioned this place ages ago). Set up the top ropes with Nick, guy that works in Llandysul centre. There was a session in the morning and a session in the afternoon. Nick did the intro and health and safety and stuff for the morning one, I instructed one of the climbs set up. It went K, but they children weren't really motivated.. atall. Nick did the main abseil, just going down on a very tall flat ish face around the corner. I went down first. I have been a bit nervous doing this any other time... but I had to get over it, which I did, amazingly. I told them what I was doing as I was going over and it went well.
Went back up to where they were staying and had a quick lunch. Went back to the crag. There was a lady assesing me in the afternoon, it was a bit off putting, but I don't think I showed it.. Instructed one of the climbs very well, nearly all of them got to the top, all abseiled down properly, it was all very good! I was very pleased! The assesor lady came up tp me and said one thing I did was really good. I went down the main abseil first again.
And TA DA! That was my last session!
After that we walked back to the place they were staying. Which was extremly tiring for me and this little girl. All the children were 11. She was like me when I was her age, chubby with long hair. Very sweet. AND her birthday was on Christmas day! Her name began with 's', Siona or Sian, something like that. I had never met another Christmas baby before! Later that day some of children gatherd around me and it kind of turned into a little crafty session. (Aren't you proud of me, Annie?) I taught them how to make paper hats and fans to put on them. I gave Siona my paper had and she said she would never throw it away. She said the teachers told them before they came not to get attatched to us "teachers", but she said she would miss me. Awh, poor little dear.
They did a talent show that night and it was very funny, but one girl sang.. Oh my gosh... she was acctually amazing! It was amazing.

Thursday: Got up early for the last day, they had breakfast, tidied. We went back to the centre and packed and went home. Charlie went through Rhos and Bronwydd way to drop some people off along that road and then dropped me at my front door. Which was lush because I was SO tired. I watched Twin's town and something else in bed. Ma came home. It had been very windy while I was away and one of the fence pannels had blown down, Ma went to fix it. It also somehow messed up the phone. It wasn't working for 2 or so hours. It worked them when I checked when Ma got back. Watched a little something on the telly box and retired for the evening to playing Crash Bandicoot in my room.

Friday: Now: Today: I am now full of energy and not tired anymore. I am sat writting my blog, ate a banana and had coffee. I am watching a film, this time from the beggining. Every other time I have tried to watch it I have only caught the begining or the end, many many times! This time I will watch this amazing film in full! It is called The Ghost And Mrs.Muir. I need to cycle to the post sorting office today and get there before 5.30 when it closes. Last week I bought a waterproof camera on ebay and amazingly it has come in less than a week all the way from Thiland or China! It said it would arrive between 11 and 22 days! So that is really cool it has come sooner. The sorting office is 3 miles from here, but acctually, looking out the window, the sky is blue and the floor is dry so it should be quite nice.

I can't embed this video of the film but here is a link to what it is about http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zN6S6FwT5HM

This laptop hasn't got a card reader and I haven't got one I can plug in so I can't upload pictures of my holiday to France or anything new. I have some old photos I have scanned and I will upload some of those.

Icons feed the fires, icons falling from the spires

2011-05-20T05:14:00.000-07:00

I knew I liked Siouxsie And The Banshees, just only heard Christine and Hong Kong Garden before a few weeks ago. I got their Join Hands album and it is so good!

Ma is in Tesco now trying to find the cable.. Ahh dhe just phoned and said they have run out! Rhhhh what a pain. Try again tomorrow then!

Ima shank u up bruv!!

2011-05-19T10:18:00.000-07:00

Well I can't find the internet cable so I will have to get a new one tomorrow. Just enough time to play Crash Bandicoot before Im back to ye olde internet!

I'll eat you up!

2011-05-19T05:04:00.000-07:00

I will now fix old laptop! No internet has gone on too long!

Woah Black Betty bam a lam

2011-04-23T03:07:00.001-07:00

Thursday 14th - Sometime since this date I was at Mary's, and Marie, Jason and Thomas (cousins) came by and then back to my house. The temperature has been around 23c since this day. My computer was taken to the fixing shop because there was ''scare ware'' on it. It cost £70 to fix it... now it seems to be fcked up.. again!!! WTF! This has never happened before to me. ARGH.

Friday 15th - The shed was delivered on this day

Saturday 16th - I met up with Mary and town and we did a bit of shopping

Sunday 17th - Dad came over for food, Ma mowed the lawn and I moved Ma's things to her new shed and tidied my shed

Monday 18th - I can't remember what I did

Tuesday 19th - I can't remember what I did

Wednesday 20th - Met up with Mary and went to her house, went out in the evening to Swansea. Which someone told me is apparently the 7th best night out in the world. hmm... It was a really good night. Mary danced with some steroid (roid) looking guy and I was understandably horrified and had to look away (Mary is my sister). Got back to Mary's at 4 in the morning

Thursday 21st - Woke up at 9 in the morning! Watched the film 500 days of summer. I didn't like the film. It was sad and didn't improve much by the end. We went to the park and sat in the sun for a few hours. I sat in the shade. I have been in the sun alot this past week and I don't have a tan or any burns! I have freckles. I walked back into town. There was a bus after about half a minute of looking at the bus time, trying to work out what time it was while not having anything telling me the time e.g ipod

Friday 22nd - Gave Lilly (my dog) a bath. She dried off in the sun in the garden. I then had a shower, I got out at 3.05. I had to go into town and the bus was leaving at 3.11. I dashed around and what good timing I made it in time. There was literally nobody on the usually busy bus, so didn't feel silly put on my masses of sun cream on, and moisturiser on my feet. It was so warm, this is this only time I can remember in a very long time I have not warn socks or tights! Feet freak me out so this was a little bit of a big deal. I got into town, went to Mary's, she wasn't in. Bus wasn't for a while. Some creepy guy started talking to me. Luckily his bus came pretty soon after he started being creepy. I decided to wait for a later bus to Llansteffan. I went up towards the park, and who did I see walking past in front of me, who I haven't seen since September? Rhoswen. I ran and gave her a big hug. We had a chat and she is coming over
today sometime. Good timing!! I walked on to the park and sat in the shade of a big tree. Then a ball nearly hit me and I moved to the band stand. It didn't bother me. It would have annoyed me if it had hit me and hurt me. But it didn't so whatever.
I saw someone I knew, but haven't really spoken to much. I built up courage and went over to talk to her. We spoke for ages. For you that know me, you may realise that is a little bit of a big deal. I don't do that kind of thing. I am proud of myself.
I went back into town. I went to Poundland and got a rug with the union jack on it, a book called Horns (about someone who wakes up with horns and knows peoples thoughts), a Russel Brand book and 7 pack of Juicy Fruit Chewy gum! What value!!! I went on to Wilkinsons and got a 'tea towel'. It is nothing like a tea towel, it is a flag really. It would not dry anything. It is for the Royal Wedding next Friday, Catherine and William, nice big pictures of their faces. I have put it on my wall in my room.
I went down to the bus stop and the bus was there, although I was pretty early for it. Then I heard the voice of my Father calling out, 'Amy!' from across the bus station. He had had to come into town for something. What good timing! We drove to his house and he showed me his garden which is looking really nice, loads of flowers and his cherry blossom tree has so many flowers on it this year. Lovely. It was then perfect timing to get to Andrea's in Llansteffan for the meal we had been invited to. It was Andrea, Father, Tulio, Tiberio and I. Andrea made us a meal and it was a really nice evening. It is a shame they just got here from Lampedusa and we are going tomorrow (which I will tell you about in a second).
Father drove me home and I was so tired I went to sleep straight away.

Saturday 23rd - Righty, this is today! I am sitting in the kitchen, drinking coffee. The time is 10.44a.m and I am thinking about what to have for breakfast. I had a biscuit and a few grapes. But what kind of breakfast is that? I want pancakes, but that is a lot of effort.. where has my maid gone you ask? She has gone to get my Euros at the post office for my holiday tomorrow! (Ma, when you read this, you know I am joking, love you)(Ma doesn't make pancakes). Ma is getting my Euros because tomorrow I am going to France with my Father! Holiday! Yay! I am going to get there Tuesday I think after all the travelling and I am coming back next Saturday! Needless to say I am really looking forward. I was a little bit worried, but not anymore. The rains have started here last night so it is good timing to flee for the hills (the sun). Today I need to make a list of what I need to take, pack, shower, see Rhoswen, brush my hair, brush my teeth and umh, pancakes. Oh and sync my Ipod because I must have this song on my ipod for my trip! Plan for the week that I know of is, Sunday - Picked up at 9.00a.m, travel to Portsmouth by around 4.00p.m, have a meal with Father's friends there sometime before 6.00 a.m, get on the ferry at Portsmouth at 9.00p.m, get to L'harve (don't know spelling) sometime in the morning, travel to our destination in France sometime and then be a Lord of lesuire for the rest of the week until Friday. Then it will be, leave on the coach at 9.00p.m, travel travel travel and get the London Victoria lunchtime on Saturday, then get the coach home to sunny Carmarthen and there we are!

No internet!

2011-04-14T01:04:00.000-07:00

This is my holiday now. I have two weeks off and this Thursday and Friday as usual.
Tutor said it is extremly likely that the course will become a National Diploma course instead. Everyone said, 'It won't be bad. It will just be more academic.' Well, you see, 'Academic' makes it bad. That isn't why I started the course at the begning. But I got my year out of the course, which I wanted at the beginning. I have got the college prospectus for next year...

There is a year art course thing, like an intro year course so you can get on to a degree course after that.

My computer has a bug and it is terrible. So I am taking it to be fixed today and I don't know when I will get it back. My Ipod wont connect to the internet so no internet for a while. How terrible.

Yesterday the college had only recieved 4 payments for our France holiday. They need 10 payments before Easter for us to be able to go. There may be some of us who have paid but doesn't it take 10 days for a check to go through? There is today and tomorrow for people to pop in the money/checks before easter..... How worrying. I will be very sad if we don't go.

I want to go on holiday this holiday. I thought Spain, then Paris and Disney.. then Alton Towers.. now I don't know if I should bother.

I had a horrible dream last night about getting this huge tattoo I really didn't like. It was a horrible dream. Maybe the dream was trying to tell me not to get the tattoo I think I want.

I want to live in an icecream van

2011-04-12T04:40:00.000-07:00

and travel around spain. Would that be something?

There is a link at the side up there that has been there for ages. Tumblr. But I thought I would point it out. It is all pictures that I find and think are cool or make me laugh alot. So have a look if you want!

Love the song that is the main one on there at the moment. Today by Smashing Pumpkins. I think that is one of my favourite music videos of all time.

Yesterday I went kayaking at Llangennych. It was amazing. So much fun. I loved it. Beautiful weather by the end. I have freckles. I thought we were having a long day there. Getting back to college at 6. We had a normal day instead because some people couldn't get a lift home, which is a shame. Whatever. Mary and Dad came over for a birthday thing for Mary. It is her birthday today! 18. It would be cool if she somehow caught up to me.

All of a sudden my hair has changed from I like it to amazingly aweful! It is getting dyed on Thursday, back to my normal strawberry colour! Then a hair cut next week probly! Lovely. just a trim and a fringe! I am growing my hair extraordinarily long so it wont be that noticable a hair cut.

There is news that our tutor found out last Friday. That our NVQ course is being replaced with a National Diploma course. For you all that know me.. I haven't had good experience with a N.D course and will not partake in one again.... There is a tiny chance that the change won't happen until the year after next. So I will be able to do my level 3 NVQ. I am very worried. There is only one tutor for the whole of our course. He would have to arrange a whole 2 years of a N.D course by September.... how do they think that will happen exactly? So I have not idea what will happen and it is upsetting because I love my course. I'll have to think of something else to do, just incase it does turn to Diploma. I think that is partly why I haven't gone to college today, as well as being SO knacker after yesterday that I am very worried so it will take my mind off it.

Here are some photos from Caswell last week and Llangennych yesterday!

Llangennych ; before the sun came out

Caswell Bay;

A Christmas baby!

2011-04-08T04:42:00.001-07:00

It was the Birthday of 3 friends on Facebook yesterday. All having parties and having a whale of a day! Anyway, it does has some very good upsides, and really, I don't think I would swap it.

I just thought to Google 'Christmas birthdays' and there is loads online about them! This website is making me laugh!

What not to say to a Christmas baby: “You must get so many presents!” “Merry Christmas” before you say “Happy Birthday.” “Merry Birthday!” . Hahaha, those are so funny, and have been said to me.

There is a list of Christmas names. I would have been upset to have any of these names! Ivy, Emenuelle, Joy, Star, Faith, Hope, Carol or Glory. Also Mary, but like that one isn't as bad, but as a Christmas one, not so good. The guy names bad also, the worst being Jesus... can you imagine the endless grief you would get from that? But Ebenezer is a lush name! That would be great.

News in the this house today is, I had porridge and a banana for breakfast and the kettle isn't working. I had to microwave my coffee. The weather is really nice outside so I am dressed and have an E-book at the ready to read out there. Also I am 9st 10lb today, so that is good. Although it was this this time last week, but whatever, it is going. The bad news is I have a tired nose. When I have a tired nose it means I am really tired. Although I don't feel that I am tired. But my nose is dragging me down.

Awhhhhh dang it! Well done, Amy. Just as I was about to go outside, my cold coffee spilled on me!

Kayaking at Caswell Bay on Tuesday

2011-04-06T13:55:00.000-07:00

This was an amazingly fun day! We are going again on Monday but staying for far longer! YAY! We kayaked down from Llanfihangel-yr-arth to Llandysul on Monday. I have had a tummy pain today, pulled muscle I suppose. I was extremly tired. I have been watching Jeeves and Wooster for the past 3 or more hours. Great stuff!

Do be do

2011-04-02T13:32:00.000-07:00

I dyed my hair last night. I haven't had this colour blue before. I do like it very much. I have been listening to music online for hours. Looking for some really good songs, and I have found a few. They are all from the 80's. Echo and the bunny men, The Church and Bowie. All good.

Went to town with Ma today. We met Aunty Jenny and Roger for lunch in an organic cafe. It was lovely. Saw Mary. I cycled home. I am boiling. Gosh. I am going to sleep now.

Ooo right through my head

2011-04-01T06:09:00.000-07:00

Monday I went to college. Kayaking in the lake (more like a pond, I call it a pond). Bobbed around for a bit then we went in the river. I tipped John's boat over then he pulled me into the lake when I wasn't expecting it. It was a cold shock. Went in the river, went down the rapid bits. I didn't fall into the water, but nearly did a lot. We stayed in the same place on the river for a while and crossed back and for. It was a really good day of kayaking. Found out in the minibus I was instructing on the Tuesday. Minibus dropped me off at the end of the village and I walked home. I then cycled to Mary's and stayed there the night.

Tuesday I went to college. Went in the minibus to Dynamic Rock climbing centre. Teaching went fine. My first ''competant'' teaching session. So I am pleased. The children were very well behaved so that was cool. After college I was going to go back to Mary's to get my bike and pijamas but she couldn't be botherd to let me get them because she was going to meet someone and wouldn't be back until 10. Went home.

Wednesday I went to college. Computer stuff all day. Though I didn't really do much. I couldn't be botherd. I did some session reviews and worked out what I have to do. Which isn't very much.. that I know of. But Charlie(tutor) took my folder home so he will check what else I need to do. Which I think may be a lot, but I have no idea what. I am on track with everything we have been told to do. So I am not behind. I was too tired after my week at college to go to Mary's to get my bike and pijamas so I went home.

Thursday I walked to town and met Terriss at the back of the old Woolworths. His Grandad gave me a lift back to his and we watched The Craft and Get Him To The Greek. His house makes my asthma horrible, but whatever.

Today we got the bus together because he was going to meet someone in town. I have had cereal, and other little bits and bobs to eat. Which is a realy fckn pain because I have done so well the rest of this week, but I will just leave it at that today and have some green tea. I will be so fckn pissed if I weight more tomorrow than I did yesterday morning. Never mind... maybe I will burn of the calories by getting my bike this evening. I am now going to download this song, read Transmetropoliton comic and get some green tea.

Photos from the past week

2011-03-30T12:34:00.000-07:00

and a drawing of a comic I did for Mary's chalk board. Photo is taken not straight on so the picture looks not totally right. And I ran out of chalk. Went to Cardiff to see Stephanie. Kayaking last Monday. Kayaking this Monday. Teaching climbing this Tuesday and college today. Lilly was just snuggling by me.

I just made these

2011-03-23T04:10:00.000-07:00

I don't feel all to well atall so I have made these while watching Alice in wonderland. These pictures are from Alice in Wonderland 1903 and High Spirits!

What's my age again? What's my age again?

2011-03-20T03:47:00.000-07:00

Today, right now, I am drinking coffee and listening to Kerrang Radio. Really good song playing, I need this song on my IPod. Alice Cooper song, righty ho. My Ipod is being a bitch to me again. Turning it's self off and stuff. Grh. Oh, the station is playing Stone Sour... they only did like one resonably good song.

I have only ever listened to Radio 1, 2 and 4. I don't know what happens on the rest of them. I'll have to find out. Are there more than 6? I will find out.

Yesterday I tidied my clothes away and arranged some things. Read some of a book I got from the library. Watched Casper with Chrisitina Ritchi. I have wanted to see that film properly for like my whole life! It was a really good film! I was going to watch Elvira after that, but I got distracted with tidying my clothes. Maybe I will get to watch it later. It is a video you see and the video player is in the living room.

It is raining a little bit here today and the sky is very gray. There are birds on the wall on our garden I can see. They may have a nest in the wall.

I went into a new Petshop in town when I was in the day before yesterday. They had little bunnies and budgies. The budgies were so lovely! I haven't seen any in ages. There hasn't been any sell them in town in a long time. I wonder how long this shop will last thought because it is very unknown and nobody ever has shops down their street. There is a pub, hair dresser, Indian, chip shop and a dentist in the street.

Requesting your comments!

2011-03-19T04:23:00.000-07:00

I am a little annoyed with myself for not choosing this option before!

Anonymous comments accepted!

I would love to have comments on my posts.. but I have only ever had 2, from a friend.

Anyone! Tell my what you think or any comments you have

One way or another I'm gonna get ya, I'll get ya

2011-03-18T10:15:00.000-07:00

I watched Black Books until like 3 this morning. Dad came over this morning for a chat, tea and a bacon sandwhich. Just before he got here I got out some clay to make something with. I was trying to make a little skull but I couldn't remember from memory what it should look like exactly. But it wasn't bad. I was going to go to Llandeilo but then there was no bus for 2 hours, and I thought I would get the bus to town, but there was not one for 2 hours. I walked to town. Went around town, got a few whats-its. There is a newsagents in town which has always been there, and today was it's last day. I got those HP stickers cheap and she gave me a few free, so that was cool! I was going to get the bus home but there was wasn't one... for guess how long? Over an hour. I got chips from a fish and chip shop and sat in Fryers(?) park. The one just past old oak roundabout. I then walked home. Went to see Gene, my neigbhour. I rented Buffy the vampire slayer from the library today and watched some of that when I got home. Mary came by then Ma came home. Now I am tired!

Ma likes Dragon Force! Isn't she cool?

2011-03-17T00:51:00.001-07:00

Monday kayaking. Tuesday Mary came by the home. We watched Pete's Dragon (watch it if you haven't seen it!). I then painted the missing patches of paint from the garden wall that the frost got. I moved out pile of sticks over to the pile of random stuff to make 1 pile. Where the sticks were is space for our new shed, coming in 3 weeks!

I was asked on Tuesday, very late notice, if I would instruct a climbing session for kiddies on Thursday. For some reason I thought they ment next Thursday.. but I realised not. It is today. But this time I am going to do well! I made a little card with everything I should do and mention. It is in neon colours so the kiddies can't read it from a distance! I'm just too clever. Well, needless to say, I am not over joyed at the thought of teaching. I hope for no stress!

Here are a few photos that Pops sent. They were taken a good few years ago. This is Laugharne Church yard. It is is spooky on the brightest of days. Dylan Thomas, the poet, is burried in the new part.

Well I must be off extremly quickly! Hwyl fawr! ('goodbye' in welsh!)

.. Where did I put my house keys... oh bum.

See the world with Mam!

2011-03-14T14:07:00.000-07:00

Here is a song for Mam which I said I would show her. She likes the band Jack Off Jill and she Likes Alvorna Danser by Fedj, so I am hopeful that she will be a metal head yet! Just Turn It Down! This may be loud!

My view on 21st December 2012

2011-03-14T13:35:00.000-07:00

In the sky, big and bright, will be the Sun and the planet Eres aka X.

At the same time there will be a big solar storm head our way.

This will cause northern lights all over the world,

make us all a bit warmer than usuall and

fry all the electricity in the world.

No electricy will mean the end of virtually everything as we know it.

There wont be big chain supermarkets or cheap clothes.

Nothing will be flown over seas.

My plan is to next year start stocking up on clothes, toothpaste,

shampoo, conditioner and pink hair dye.

Closer to the time I will stock up on

space invader crisps, chewing gum

and toxic waste sweets.

I'm really excited! I am so chuffed I am going to live through this.

There is no doubt that something will happen,

even if it doesn't acctually change anything.

Here is a random picture of Slebech Chruch, Haverfordwest. I wanted to buy it so much.

But it has been taken off the website now.

Never mind, how could I have bought it?

Today we were ment to go kayaking but the college's minibus couldn't go anywhere for some reason and they didn't tell Charlie so we chased around empty classrooms all day.

During lunch I bought a cappacino and went to the shop down the road to get Skin Deep magazine (tattoo magazine). I got Skin Shot magazine by accident, but whatever.

I sat looking through it, drinking my coffee sitting in the warm sun in a building boxed in area in college outside.

In the afternoon we discussed the meaning of adventure.

It was interesting. I really want to go on an adventure now!

Views on Christmas

2011-03-14T13:01:00.000-07:00

The day before yesterday, yesterday and today I have been in a very opintionated mood. Views on everything. Oh, I am so wise! Well... Mam is very good listening to me whittle on! I don't know if that is how you spell 'whittle'.

One view which people may read and instantly not like( but whatever, do you believe I care? ) is this! I was thinking about it last night. What are the 7 deadly sins of Chrisitanity? Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Sloth (Acedia, despair), Wrath, Envy and Pride. No, I didn't know all of those by heart, I had to google to remember Sloth and Wrath.

Gluttony is being a pie and eating too much
Lust wanting something or someone!
Pride is pride! You are not allowed to take pride in how you look!
Envy is wanting something someone else has
Greed is wanting more than you have or need
Sloth is lazyness (not the animal, see >>>Sloth<<< ^-^) This includes the next two!
----Acedia is not looking after something you should be looking after.
----Despair is like depression, impending doom and not making the most of your talents or gifts.

Well! That is all very interesting as it, isn't it! You are now more clever or reminded how strange some things are. My point was most of these are broken in the average person's Christmas and what Christian do you know doesn't break these? Sloth in the form of lazyness isn't broken at Christmas really, but feeling down because of the weather or being alone is a sin.

Well I find it all very interesting and don't care very much, it was just interesting!

The old photograph album

2011-03-12T11:10:00.000-08:00

Some more pictures from my the old photograph album of unknown origin!

My doll is stuffed and has hair

2011-03-12T10:41:00.000-08:00

This is my big pile, which is quite high. Which doesn't show in the photo perticularly, but under everything on top is loads and loads. They are all samples of different wools. I was given it by a friend who died, she would be pleased some of them have been used. Well I had to go through them and choose which to put in the hair. It was difficult.It took a long time to put all the hair in the back of the head My doll stuffed and with hair! Yay! Lovely hair! It has sparky thread in it too. I think it needs more sparkly thread!

I love old photos

2011-03-10T06:24:00.001-08:00

Last week or the week before Dad gave me a very old photo album he bought at an auction years ago. It has loads of good pictures in it. I am going to scan them now!

I have found out that two of the photos have something written on them.

I couldn't figure out what the name of the place was on the back of one of the photos.

I emailed Dad the photo and the back of the photo. I also put it on my Facebook. Dad figured it out and sent some photos of the place now. Lechlade-on-themes! I also saw when I checked my emails that a friend on FB had figured it out too. Well done, the 'c' looks nothing like a 'c'!Here is a photo took in 1960 I found onlineHere it is now I found online

Inspiration for the doll I am knitting

2011-03-10T04:43:00.000-08:00

Let life burn with the hardest flame

2011-03-10T04:06:00.000-08:00

On Monday we did river rescue things in Llandsyl. Say if someone fall out of a canoe or is river swimming, we now know how to throw the throw bag with a line it to stop them floating away. Some people went in the water but I have a cold so I didn't go.

On Tuesday we went to Dynamic Rock in Swansea, climbing Centre and we instructed children. I had 4 little girls, age 11, in my group. It was a stressful as none of the children would stop shouting and neither would the teacher that came with the group and the other teacher that was like the oversear of all the children. Both those teachers climbed with me and the children holding the rope for them... ha ha. Personally I wouldn't be a pain and a bitch to someone and then trust my life with them. Although I would never have dropped them.

I was only in college Monday and Tuesday this week. Yesterday I was mainly knitting and Dad popped by. Dad has also popped by today. Ma and him are watching some usually depressing program on the TV. Poor Dad, but I don't think he minds all that much.

I woke up today thinking, 'Right, today I am going to do something useful, tick something of my list, tidy my table in this room and be on track with everything. To be fair I'm not far off. Apart from, a while ago I made a plan that I would loose 2lbs a week for the next 10 weeks to get back to about 9st.. Well, it went well and then stopped. I have 3 weeks to loose 14lb now... haha. Yeahh.... That's just over 4lbs a week.. just over half a pound a day for 3 weeks. Hmm.. Well I'll do my best and see how far I get.. I want to fit in my favourite dresses again and wear this children's pirates of the caribbean top and one with a skeleton on it. GO GO

Check out my knitting! I have about 15cm left of a leg and I am done with the knitting bit!

Cutest and funniest program EVER on TV!

2011-03-04T13:46:00.000-08:00

I saw this last week, at it was so funny. I was laughing so much.

>>>Ben And Holly's Little Kingdom<<<

The one I watched was about squirrels. They put all their acorns in the fairy's and elve's homes. One of them dressed in a Squirrel suit and ran away down the hill with an acorn and they followed that one. The one tripped and the acorn flew into the King's castle and squirrels then filled the castle with acorns!

Gone fishing

2011-03-03T06:46:00.000-08:00

Dad came by today. He brought water for the fish and he brought some plants then we planted them. Today we get to vote Yes or No for the Welsh government to get more power. Ofcourse I shall vote 'yes'! I will go later with Mam when she gets home from work. I went to Nantgaredig with Dad and we got back a little while ago. I went fishing. Haha. I had a jar, twine and a stick which I found around the place. I got for tiny little fish. They're all small. The 4 are all called Timmy.. 1,2,3 and 4.Here are photos!

Donkey Shubumpkin 1st, Duke of the bowl

2011-03-03T02:58:00.000-08:00

Excuse the mirky water, but the filter is cleaning it now. He hasn't had a filter before and he is such a happy fish. He is 6 or 7 years old. He's the perfect fish. Also there isn't much water in the tank, that is because we transferred all the water from his old home and this was all the water that was in it. I am getting some spring water for him today so he can swim about the whole tank. I love fish. I have been watching Donkey for ages!

Dydd Gwyl Dewi hapus!

2011-03-01T07:31:00.000-08:00

Happy Saint David's Day!
Today I wore a daffodil. Saint David is the patron Saint of Wales. This is Wales National Day of celebration!

Oh good lord. I am so so so tired. Even typing is extremely difficult. I was the unfitest person in college today. Which I didn't minds, it's just everyone is so much fitter and was off and away. I was so worn out and so tired. Though I did enjoy it. It was really difficult. Got a bit annoyed at one point though, to say the least. When everyone had gone on and a long way at that, I saw another hill in front of me an thought... uh... no thanks and to get back to the fire road (the main roads that go around the place) was only like 10 ft down a steep thistley bank. I really want to throw the bike down. But I wouldn't have done that so I did it carefully. Carried on along there to catch up with them. Hills galore today! I swear there was more up than down, and I don't enjoy cycling up! ... Why is my face so large and round in this photo?!

I opened my netbook this morning and the plastic has broken around a hinge. I just have to be vvvery very careful. Like holding it down when I open and close it. I don't know how on earth it happened. I suppose just ware. Bother bother ..

There was a good deal of a fish tank on Ebay last night. but some bitch beat me at the last minute! But anyway, we went to B&M, a new shop in town and they had one, which had a tank/filter/bubble machine and some random blah for £9.99. And well that doesn't sound like it would be that good. But everything works. Nothing leaks. It all seems pretty good. I will clean it all very well. I'll take a picture and you can all be amazed at my bargain hunting. The filter thing in the photo has bobbed to one side and the background that came with it is proped up behind it, but I won't use that one.

But there are some funny things about it. Like the manual. These are the funny things it has written.. funny translations or just a strange manual.

'Our goal is to supply the comfortable space with very nice oxygen.'

'Do not put your hands into fish tank when plugged in' (Are the fish safe in there then??!)

'Do not put pump in isolation under the burning sun outdoors.'

I got home at 3. Watched Shaun Of The Dead and just put Dorian Gray on. After that is sleep, bath and food!

Devil with the black dress on

2011-03-01T00:05:00.001-08:00

Here is a nice song for Mam. I said I would put it in my blog for her so she can listen to it at work! Would be cool if I could make her like JOJ!

Taipei Exchanges

2011-02-27T09:22:00.000-08:00

I just watched this film. It was so good. It was Korean with English subtitles. It was very good indeed. About a cafe that swapped things. It is on Youtube.

Baby, you're a firework!

2011-02-27T04:14:00.001-08:00

Annie had a book at her house. I really can't remember the name of it thought. It was about inspiration. It had some oil pastel flowers and leaves on the front. Well init was loads and loads of things to inspire you.

It pointed otu to make a list of the people that inspire you. So I think I will do that today. Though it isn't many people that inspire me totally. Just little bits and bobs from several people. Like I love the way Emilie Autumn dresses and I like Marilyn Manson's Fckyou kind of outlook.

Yeahh and lots and lots of other people and things. I think Katy Perry is cool but I don't like much of her music anymore and that she is married to Russel Brand!

So the main news in my hosue today is Mama is doing hoovering and tidying out the back kitchen. Although it isn't a back kitchen it is the corridor that leads to the utility kind of room ish. Also it is hailing outside. Also it isn't very cold atall. I am boiling.

Yesterday I wasn't going to go out to town with Ma because I didn't want to really go to Crosshands on my own to the fish shop. But I went anyway because I wanted some wool like the one Annie made a lovely doll with. So I got some. I couldn't find the little scrap of wool that I had from Annie's at the time, and it was alot thinner than the one I got, but it's K. It will be easier to learn with. It is really soft and nice. I can't remember if Annie's was 50% cotton and 50% bamboo. But mine is. I have looked on Youtube how to do some crochet stitches that are needed in my '100 flowers to knit & crochet' book. So I am going to have another little go at something in this book in a little while. When we got to town Ma said she would come to Crosshands with me. So we had the quickest lunch out we have ever had in a pub. Sandwhiches. I wasn't overly impressed. It was like Tesco value bread. But whatever, it was nice. We hopped on the bus to Crosshands to the fish shop. It was lush. There were loads of fish and there was a puffer fish, who had the cutest little face ever.... Mam understands now why I want fishies ^-^

When we got back to town, we walked to Lidles. On the way we stopped in a new shop called B&M. They had fish tanks including everything needed for £9.99! And they weren't *that* small. I'm not sure if I will get one, but I have today to think about it like. It would be bigg enough for our Donkey Shumpkin fish. I got space invader crisps in that shop! Which are very rare to buy in Carmarthen! I love them. And 71 calories a bag I think.. yeahh I think it is 71. Well less than 90 anyway.

At college tomorrow, mountain biking is on the cards so that should be lush. Also Mr.Weather says that it is going to be tidy weather! So that's cool. I really hope I can do better tomorrow than I did when we did mountain biking before back in September. I think I will. But we shall see. I'm not sure if we are going up to the Brechfa. I think I will wear my thermals anyway. Mmm thermals. Snuggly.

Ha this just made me laugh

2011-02-25T11:04:00.000-08:00

I just saw this comment on an Old spice advert on Youtube. Hahaha that did really make me laugh! (You may have to watch Old Spice adverts to understand though!)

'Look at your comment. Back to mine. Back to yours NOW BACK TO MINE. Sadly, it isn't mine. But if you stopped trolling and started posting legitimate crap it could LOOK like mine. Look down, back up, where are you? You're scrolling through comments, finding the ones that your comment could look like. Back at mine, what is it? It's a highly effective counter-troll. Look again, MY COMMENT IS NOW DIAMONDS.

anything is possible when you think b4 posting stupid comment

..i'm on a laptop'

New Youtube videos

2011-02-25T07:16:00.000-08:00

2011-02-24T16:04:00.000-08:00

Ph otos from Plymouth on FB!

Click click!

Only for the hardcore UK ravers!

2011-02-24T11:08:00.000-08:00

Our fish is worrying me! I put him in clean water and now he is just sleeping and 'zone-ing out'. Hmmmm... I don't know, but I can't suppose he can swish around all day.

I sprung out of bed this morningto answer the phone. Dad came by to prune the apple tree and I helped him. Ma thinks it looks a bit bare... but it really did need a pruning. It was a hell of a mess.

Dad and I went to Pet's at home (pet shop). We looked at the guinea bigs, chinchillas, bunnies, degu, hamsters and fishies. After being inspired by Annie and Kevin's fish and the lush fish shop in Plymouth I really to make a fuss of my fish, or get some fish of my own. I'm not allowed to get tropical fish because of Mam's fear of more than a 3 hour electricity cut... in my whole life I have never experienced such a thing.. and even if there were I thought some insulation around the tank would save them.. but there we are. Well anyway, Ma asked me to get some fish food in the shop. Turns out that our fish is a gold fish.... it's just the colouring is called Shubumpkin. I have had Shubumps all my life and never knew. The fish is in this container because his lush bowl broke and we haven't found another one yet. His name is Donkey Shumbumpkin 1st, Duke of the bowl.

I have been watching Jeeves and Wooster and Spaced since I came home mostly. Yesterday I took Lilly for a walk in the morning, very early! 8! Then I gave her a bath. Tidying this and that around the place. I finnished the dog I started crocheting in Plymouth. I am so pleased that Annie taught me to crochet! I wasn't quite sure how to put the dog together, all the pieces looked quite strange.

Last night I used my new pink hair dye I bought in Bristol. Cheaper than Stargazer, so we shall see how good it is by the next hair washing. I just went to take a photo of it with my webcam.. and laughed that all I saw in the camera was a big daffodil instead of my face! There are daffodils sitting on my table you see! Hahahaha!Hahaha, and here is me! Pink hair this week!Mam says that drinking gone off milk would could give me vim and vigour. I just found out that milk I had been put in tea all day was acctually just a bit gone off but it wouldn't make me ill... I thought it tasted a little bit different.

Also Annie said she has hereditory shakes. I also shake, and Ma does also. So I said to Ma and she said, 'Well that's why then'. And there we are. We are all shakers. This is why I could never be a tattoo artist.

For I have loved you so long, delighting in your company

2011-02-24T07:54:00.000-08:00

Week before last I went shopping in Swansea on the Thursday after staying the night at Mary's. She left for a week in New York the night before. I went to Primark and stuff. I went to the comic shop and talked to someone working there for quite a while and he gave me a bundle of free comics, how lovely!

When I got back to Mary's I realised I had forgotten my makeup somewhere in Swansea. When I got on the bus with Ma home I rememberd where. In the morning I phoned up the cafe I rememberd leaving it and they did have it still. It was cheaper to go back to Swansea that replace everything in it, so I went to Swansea again on Friday.
I have lots of difficulty getting further than this with Rubix cubes!

Last Monday was a bank holiday. Tuesday I went to college and it turned out I was acctually instructing children to climb.. which I had no idea about until half and hour before acctually instructing, but it didn't go too badly. I managed.

Wednesday I went to college. In the afternoon there was a sporty runner man, his name was something like James Baulche. He did a talk about doing your best and stuff. I went home after college and Dad and I went to the cinema to see True Grit. It wasn't really my cup of tea of a film, but it was pretty good. Though it ended a bit soon and the ending was a bit... could have been less rushed. But it was well made. I stayed over Mary's then after.

On Thursday I popped on the coach to Plymouth. Changed bus at Swansea, then Bristol and then straight on to Plymouth. Kevin picked me up from the bus station in Plymouth.
And I took many photos while in Plymouth and did many things.
So I shall write another post and leave you with this one for now!

Old house - same view -1960-2006-2011

2011-02-08T07:47:00.000-08:00

I need the Little Book Of Calm!

2011-02-07T11:58:00.000-08:00

I went to college today and didn't know we were going to do a 2 hour raft down the river, from Llandysul to Henllan. It really enjoyed it. I love rafting!
And here is my dyed purple hair photo! ... Now you know I have purple hair.. can you recognise the funny one in the photo above!

Don't leave me here to pass through time without a map or roadsign

2011-02-06T11:50:00.000-08:00

Ma made lunch for Dad and I today. I have been scanning some old photos, here are some.

Hang out the stars in Indiana and I'll paint the stars a midnight blue

2011-02-05T02:42:00.000-08:00

I had a lovely day at Terriss' yesterday and the day before.

Today I am going to town with Ma.

I dyed my hair purple last night.

It is very nice.

Your my butterfly, sugar baby!

2011-02-03T04:21:00.001-08:00

Here is my little dog a few days ago, sitting on my bed. Hehehe!

Yesterday I tried making biscuits. They did turn out okay in the end.

I took this photo of the fences steaming this morning.
Ta! Da!

Miaw miaw miaw

2011-02-03T03:57:00.000-08:00

Today I went to have a blood test, but it was okay. I didn't get scared. Ha. I went because Ma and Dad think I may be anemic. While on my way walking to the hospital, which is about 15 minutes away, Antony from the village drove past and gave me a lift the rest of the way, so that was cool!

Yesterday I went to the Doctors, and to look at our old house which we had heard they have knocked down. I kinda really want to put a picture in my blog. I have already shown Ma so it won't upset her or anything. Hmm... I don't know.

Terriss is in town and when he goes home, his grandfather is going to pick me up on the way! Yay! Seeing Terriss! Lovely.

I went to the fruit and veg place on the walk home. I got 2 mangos, a water melon and 2 grapefruits, but thinking about it now I am worried they are going to go off very quickly. Because they sometimes can. I think the water melon will be the first to go off. But I think I will eat it in time. Lol at my video I just made! There is a watermelon mark on my face from when I was eating it just before I made it. Sorry about the video being so quiet. I think I will take a mango to Terriss'. I wonder if he would like the other one.

Soup soup a tasty soup soup a spicy carrott and corinadar!

2011-01-27T08:36:00.000-08:00

Dad took me to the doctors yesterday morning. He said I am tired/dizzy because I am kind of run down. My blood pressure was fine. We had lunch back at mine. Then we went to the cinema to see Black Swan. It was so good! We both really enjoyed it. There were parts that were a bit.... well.... not to see with family. Haha. I am so pleased I saw it in the cinema!

It is now about 2 and I have just got up. I thought it was about 11, but there we are. Last evening I put on some fake nails, they look lovely. Perfectly purple and shiny an lovely. I shall take a picture. I bite my nails so I love having these stuck on. The last time I did it was ages ago. Before my course started. I got some glue which was Sally Hansen because the other ran out and it is super strong. So these should stay on a good while! My hand looks huge in this photo, but it is rather small.

Purple is my new favourie colour for sure. I am just googling what it says about me.. lets see how right they are... My favourite kind of purple is more lilac. On this site it says Lavendar, or purple, I am closer to Lavendar I think... It says

'This is often chosen by a person who lives “on a higher plane,” who never notices anything sordid and who is always impeccably and beautifully dressed. Lavender people may be on a continual quest for culture and the refined things of life, high and noble causes but without the necessity of getting their hands dirty. A Lavender person is usually creative, charming, witty and civilized.'

I don't think I am always impeccably dressed, although I would like to be. The other purple says,

'If you choose Purple, you tend to be unconventional, tolerant and dignified. Purples are highly individual, fastidious, witty and sensitive, with a strong desire to be unique and different.'

Outside the window on the lawn, about 20yards away are of lots of little birds. Thrushes and umh.. the others hav gone now. It is really sunny right over the other end. Looking back at the screen on this Netbook makes me eyes hurt from the brightness different. I can hear them tweeting.

I got a DVD I bought on Ebay in the post today! I had a funny idea as I woke up that maybe it was today it came. Sure enough it was! Battle Royale! This film is amazing. Japanese kind of horror.. not quite a horror, just a really good film. Japan are so good are horror films. Japan is cool full stop.

I here by sentence you to a life of crime

2011-01-26T09:39:00.000-08:00

Here some photos I took today in Guildhall Square! See the sights of Carmarthen with Amy!

This pot has been hanging here for like... a hundred years. I don't how long exactly, but it is in very old B&W photos.

I love this building. It is a bank.

Old street past the Guild Hall, up towards he Plume and feather pub.

I don't know how this place is still open. It has always been open. Who even goes in there? It is tucked away well.

I bought this thick blanket for my bed today from the market. It is so realy warm, cuddly and soft. The man on the stall we got it from had an unusual accent but perfect English.

I just saw something on TV about this new technology. I think this is so cool!!!

Here is a song I am listening to.

I didn't go to college from being dizzy yesterday. Today Ma and I had to go to town. We went around some shops, lunch in Weatherspoons and the cinema. Ma got me new eyeliner! We smelt so many perfumes in Debenhams! We saw The King's Speech in the cinema. It really was very good! I found it a bit frightening at a part which was just an old video clip of Hitler speaking. But it was very good! There were so many elderly and older people there. They all laughed at such different parts to what a younger person would.

I got a text from TMobile saying they are giving me 50 free texts each month for the next 3 months! I don't text much so I won't have any credit spent on my phone for ages!

In town I saw a man that looked like Jigsaw, the man who is in charge of most of the murders and traps in the Saw films. On the bus on the way home there was a man that looked like Anton LaVey, founder of the church of satan, same hat too!

Jigsaw > LaVey >

I am going to the doctors in the morning. Then Dad and I are going to see Black Swan in the cinema.

What are the 39 steps?

2011-01-23T15:41:00.000-08:00

I find it amazing that people can type without looking at the keyboard or without looking. It comes in very hand when you can't turn the landing light on because it would wake Mam, when you are using the internet signal without going downstairs.

I was on my way to bed and was just syncing my Ipod and I thought that I really should get around to seeing is restoring my factory setting on my Ipod stops the trouble I am having it. I didn't think it would take so long... and the restoring part didn't, but put all the music back on it is taking an age!

I have made a new playlist for the bus in the morning to college, although I may just take my tape played instead. Although I am not intirely sure where it is.

I was talking to Rhoswen online for a good while, which was really nice because we can't talk very often anymore. Nice little catch up.

Since the film Inception I have had really good dreams. They are very good. Ma woke me up from one this morning. But never mind, the best of it had past. Thought I can't remember what that is now. I like to not remember them all because they are so real that I don't want to confused them with memories. Mundain things sometimes happen in my dreams that haven't happened but could, and it isn't good to get mixed up with real and not.

After being rather against Beach Break festival last year, wrecking Pembray Country park for a few weeks... I feel kind of bad for really wanting to go this year. The line up was acctually amazing. SO many people that are very well known. Also Blue Rock is planning to be back, which I want to go to. I wanted to go last year, but it was cancelled. Did you know if you have a ticket for last year you can swap it for 2 tickets to this year's festival. That is pretty good.

SYNC COMPLETE - To bed I go.... little read of the Necronomicon first.

Went to college, went to Llandysul then. Watched half the class mountain biking around the place, they went off around the place then and I read my book in the centre. Once I properly sat down to read the Necronomicon, it wasn't that much to read and was mostly chantes and stuff. Disapointing.

Here is my playlist I made last night! But I need to pick new music for it because I don't realy want to listen to these on repeat.

Cosmic egg - Wolfmother (I'll keep this one in the list for sure)
Will you remember? - The Cranberries
Liar - The Cranberries
Post Blue - Placebo (I'll keep this one in the list for sure)
Teardrop - Massive Attack
The death song - Marilyn Manson
Protect me from what I want - Placebo
Bright Lights - Placebo
No need to argue - The Cranberries
Thing I'll never say - Avril Lavigne

I read that the person who wrote this song wrote it on Chritmas day, or eve, after her boyfriend proposed to her. Awh ^-^

There is no sin except stupidity

2011-01-22T08:51:00.000-08:00

As you can see I have changed some colours and things on my blog... I have another background image for the heading up there. But it won't work. I can't put any image of any size and make it go anywhere but the left, really small and squished. It's so annoying! Frickin feckin boo.

Right now there is a silly noob on Come Dine With Me who doesn't know what she is going on about. A table spoon is not a dessert spoon! Learn your cutlery :O

The frost and really cold weather was back today!Ma and I went to Wasabi for lunch today. Wasabi is in Swansea, a japanese resturant. Do you know what I hate? People using foreign words when they are not foreign. Like the 'resturant'. Instead of saying it in the correct English way. They say, 'restura' which a manky nasal noise. We are not french so shut up. Before we had parked in Uplands, we were diverted all around the place because of road works. Up to Townhill! Scary stuff! The petrol was running low! For you that don't know, people say that place is very ruff. It didn't acctually look bad though. We went around the 3 charity shops in Uplands. In the first one there were a young and trendy looking couple taking up all the music space. I wanted to look at the records and the tapes! But no! The pair had sat down in front of them and it was very rude. They had stupid hair cuts. Mam got me a bundle of lush stuff! I got this drink in Wasabi. It was lime juice and plums (Possibly uma lime cha).It was mmkay. Not great. Those at the bottom are plums. They got stuck to the bottom of the straw and stopped the suction sometimes. We were going to go to the beach at Langland but I felt unwell, like I was going to faint or something. My lunch was so lush though. We had seasonal seaweed (chuka wakame), tempura vegetables, sushi rice and mixed sashimi. Mhmm darn good! I have been reading this book a bit. I bought it on ebay a few weeks ago. Supposed to be a hunted book. Very strange book.Mama bought me these things today; 4 records, Fellowship of the rings, belt, blue floraly dress, Stephen King videos and a yellow version of the exact same dress I am wearing today.Random pile of books im my room.Random stuff on a book shelf in my room.Gift from Aunty Jen for Christmas.Random photo of my posters.For ages I have been looking out for The fellowship of the ring. In the last two weeks I have come across two. I wanted all of the books because they are amazing, obviously, and I wanted them all different. I got one I saw the other day because I hadn't seen any others 1st on 2nd row. Today I found the 3rd on 1st row! So I have my collection complete! Yay! I don't really count The Children of Hurin because J.R.Tolkien didn't really write it, so I am leaving that one out for now. This is my wardobe!This chair has been waiting to be fixed for SO long, but it is really close to being fixed now. My Pikachu bag is sitting on it for the time being.I painted this little chest of drawers. It looks so much better than white! I just need to finnish the drawers totally and it will be cool, then I am moving my music players to sit on top of it, to have all my music in one place!I have so many magazines.Mam got me these shoes today! £2! Woo!It is so warm in my living room right now!Dad gave me this book for Christmas. I love this book. The Selby is so good.There is my sweet little dog today.

I have a list of things to write in my blog the next few days so I won't overload for today!

321st post!

2011-01-22T06:57:00.000-08:00

HIP HIP HOORAY!

After having a break of a week from writing in my blog and deciding how to carry on. I will do it just the same as before! I had it in my mind that I began my blog at the end of January 010, but it was the 5th January 2010! So this is now an Amy-stalker's paradise! Good-oh! Here's to another year! Party hats all 'round!

2011-01-19T12:49:00.000-08:00

Click on this link for something that just made me laugh

Breathing laughing gas aka rapture of the demon

2011-01-14T13:14:00.000-08:00

I didn't sleep very well last night. I stopped taking my sleepers before Christmas. I havnt been able to get to sleep all well so.. I may take them today.

I was feeling wound up yesterday and the same today, then cross. So I put on my tape player and popped in a tape I bought on Wednesday. It was pretty good! I did gardening. I cleared out the pond and around it. It was yucky! But it's all good now! Clean water n all. I worked out how to organise Mary's old room. What furniture to move around and things!

I am watching Heston's Fishy Feast! I love Heston Blumenthal's programs! I didn't realise that scampi is longestine!

On Master Mind earlier, there was a question about a double helix shaped molecule. It was Dna, which I know. But the thing is, neither Ma nor I could work out why we had found that out a few days ago. I realy like the word 'helix'!

Save the fairyland we live in

2011-01-13T05:30:00.001-08:00

Well blinking heck! I haven't been able to blog in a few days! After such a busy week for me, getting home last night. I was so tired, I almost fell asleep in the red armchair in my living room. Seriously this never happens!

I wrote a post on Tuesday, but couldn't get internet to post it with! Here it is...

''I am only in college two days this week. I was comfy before I got up. Now my nose, feet and hands are cold. As soon as I get to college (45 minute bus journey) we will be going straight away back really close to my house to go to Llandysul. I'm only bothering because I may aswell because I don't have much college.

Someone I will see at college today is going to be told by me today... They smell. They may not know and I am brave enough to tell them. I hope I don't look mean!

On getting to college, it turns out the mini bus has gone somewhere so no going to Llandysul. Well this disrupts my day! The course person is coming to college at 11 now instead. I'm going to read until then. It is 9.40 now.

Well, i read n a lady told us all about child stuff n now i have a certificate. Another one for the C. V, ohhh yeahhh.

I think I will stay over Mary's tonight now :D How cool! Now i need to figure out how to post this.

Another thing I thought to write! I read in this weeks New Scientist magazine that in the next few years life will gave more games. Like collecting real life points and acheivments and stuff. I think that is super fricking awesome!''

I stayed over Mary's house on Tuesday evening. We went to Tesco. I got Whip it to watch. Watched it back at her home. In the morning I made the front of Mary's house look a little bit tidier. Then I went shopping. I went round all the charity shops, got some books, some PS1 games at 15p each :O Some tapes and a crochet hook, woo. Then I went back to Mary's and she got a new cooker deliverd and we started watching Sex in the city film 2. I preferd that film to anything else of Sex in the city I have seen. She lent it to me to watch, so I am going to watch that at some point today. Right now I am watching Teen Cribs, but it is starting to annoy me. These stupid up them self american teens, who think they live in amazing houses.... the last one was this really rubbish farm, it was horrible. The way they looked after their animals... was also different to here and I thought was kind of cruel. Luke had a half day and came by Mary's to get me and we walked up to his house. I spent a few hours with him and his sisters and it was another pretty nice day!

There are things I need to do today, tidy my room, tidy my wardrobe, do college work, take down the Christmas decorations... have breakfast/lunch.... it is 1:32p.m... I will get around to it in a little while. I am going to have sugar puffs.

I got post in the post today! And it wasn't from the usuall places. I can tell by the envelope. I get post from the bank, college, gallery in town or ones from around Christmas, never anything else. And today... I saw it.. and thought, OMG! maybe I have won a competition! Hahaha. I opened it up, and it did say congratulations! You have won! Yeahh, but it was a scam one! Lol. I'm so physcic... just slightly... hahaha.

There is a house I pass everyday on they way to and from college. It has been the same for 3 years. Half burnt down. I can only see it for a split second and I realy have to look out for it. It is right next to the road, just behind some trees. I find it really strange. Why is it still standing like that and not being rebuilt?? Maybe it was arson and they were cuahgt out and don’t get insurance cover it. Strange stuff.

Someone said something shocking yesterday, I mean, whatever, I doubt everyone in the world knows it, but you know, I don't realy care all that much. It was just shocking. I know someone that hasn't heard of JRR Tolkien or that Lord Of The Rings has ever been a book.

I have crochet'd some daisies from the book Annie gave me for Christmas, but I don't think I have any skills at crochet... no... they look quite nothing like the ones in the book! Never minnnddd.

Let the bodies hit the floor! Let the bodies hit the floor!

2011-01-10T13:00:00.000-08:00

My neighbour said something funny earlier to me. She said that she started talking to the Jehovah's witnesses to be nice. Now they won't leave her alone and leave her books to read. She feels she has to read the books incase they quiz her on them. Poor lady. It isn't funny she feels she has to do that, just like, a funny/ interesting type of funny.

I crochet'd (how do you write that??) a daisy from the book Annie gave me :D It is kinda cute, but I haven't done much crochet ever and I think my crochet what's-it hook/needle thingy is too big. I need a little one. I am going to get one tomorrow.

Rafting again today, a long raft journey down the river back to Llandysul. It was a super lush day again. I am sooo tired. I am in college tomorrow and that is it then for the week. Child protection course tomorow.

Sorry for lack of much in this post but I am frickin' nackerd. Tomorrow I am going to write my blog post on my Ipod as things happen or I have any funny little thoughts. Here are random photos.

There are photos of my Ma in the early 90s and Pa when he was about 25 I think. Awh dang it, I can't remember.

Why do you call yourself the Alcapone of pop?

2011-01-08T09:47:00.000-08:00

Haha, that title to this blog post is a quote from a news interview on some old news on this tape that Dad copied for me. The radio man and this pop star I think are having a bit of a go at each other. I find this so cool that it has been caught. Nobody else will ever hear this radio show again and there are very likely not many other recordings of it, anywhere.

It has Sister Sledge at number 9 in the charts with, 'we are family', so when ever that was was the date of this recording... 1979 I have worked out, either June or Febuary. Well done, Dad for recording this!

I love my favourite belongings. It would be insane if I was the manager of a charity shop... I would be able to stop myself hoarding all the good stuff! If I ever end up working in a charity shop full time... It would be cool. Just thinking about that because to listen to this tape, I have popped it in my personal tape player.

Today I walked to meet Luke. We went to the cinema to see Gulliver's Travells. While we were waiting for the film to start, we popped to Family bargains and the YMCA charity shop. I got a PS1 game for 50p! Wowie. They had quite a few of them. The film was very good. What are people on about when they say it isn't very good. Sillllyyy! Very good. Jack Black is cool.

I am on a roll playing Rayman, 3 levels in the past two days, which was two boses :D And now I have the power to punch swing! 22% completed! Hahaha!

I dyed my hair pink last night. It is pinker than I intened, but I do like it. Luke's Ma said to me, 'You're not coming in my house like that!' Haha, shes was joking though.

What doesn't kill you, simply makes you stranger

2011-01-06T11:59:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I went to college for portfolio things. I did all my work I was ment to. Listened to music most of the day on my ipod. Saw Mary on the bus. Came home.

Today Dad came around for tea and a chat. Dad gave me a lift to town and went to Luke's house. Watched Dark Knight and Toy story 3.

I don't have all much to say yesterday and today, just that the year is still really good. Every day is really nice. It is meant to snow tonight. But I don't want it too, I want to go to college next week!

So there are the photos I took yesterday. There is a photo I took in the morning while waiting for the bus. A photo of my little dog. A photo of a foreign channel on sky I randomly passed.

You hear that noise? So what is it?

2011-01-04T08:09:00.000-08:00

I love this question; Did you know that the word 'Gullible' isn't actually in the dictionary?

I have been keeping this blog for 1 year minus 3 weeks. That is a long time, alot of posts. I am wondering wether I should keep writing it. Maybe change how I write it, add more colour and pictures and whatnot. Hmm..

Well, I got home about half an hour ago from walking from where the bus dropped me off. Today has been lush, like every other day so far of this year! First day back in college today. We went to Llandysul and went white water rafting. I had no idea how much I was going to enjoy myself. It was so much fun. I had 2 wet suits this time and I didn't even fall in! Woo!

Yesterday I got up, tried to complete a Rayman level, still no luck with it... one day... I shall defeat it! I then tidied, then Luke came over! Lovely day again :D

When I got home I saw a parcel thing by the door! It was from Amazon :D Gifts from Annie for this Christmas, yay! Both knitting books, well one is crochet also! Woo! Babes in the wool and 100 flowers to knit and crochet! Luuushhh! Really very good choices and a very nice gift indeed! Thank you :)

For the rest of today... I am going to... try and get rid of this headache I have got again. It has been on and off a few days.

The person I fooled with my sea monster story about Australia, didn't read my blog yesterday, so they didn't find out I had been telling porkies. They should have read it today :D But the funny thing is, they said that they knew about the sea monsters and they were just snakes. Well.. you try to make up a silly tale and it turns out half true!

Righty, I am going to listen to Kerrang Radio for a while, draw a picture or doodle a few, change my socks because there were leaves and outdoors on my feeties when I put my socks on!

Boom boom boom even brighter than the moon moon moon

2011-01-02T11:34:00.000-08:00

My mobile, guinea pig and Ma woke me up today. Went to Pets at home with ma, loads of cute animals. Ma didn't believe me that they would seel guinea pig harness', well they did! I'm pretty sure my pig would need a large, so I am going to measure him and go back, he needs more excersize! I thought my pig may be too fat, but searching on google, he is okay, if you can see their feet and their tummies don't touch the floor when walking, they are okay. There was a labrador puppy in the shop, the owners had his yesterday, so sweet! All brown and soft. Went to Tesco and Ma bought me some earphones, and strawberry squash. ... waitt a minute. I stood up a little while ago to get a drink and somehow didn't get it. Hmm. I am so comfy in my chair, I will wait untill I have written this. We saw a neighbour in Tesco from the village. We also are pretty sure we saw a neighbour from a long time ago. We had a good stare at him and we were pretty sure it was him. He looked very smart and alot older.

Haha, I told a pork pie (lie) today! I was surprised I got away with it. Sorry to who I fooled, but you must appreciate it is funny. I said that sea monsters had started coming out of the flood waters of Australia and they were having to send in people from America to try and indentify what they were exactly. The person I fooled does believe me at the moment.

These earphones are so good, they block out all noise of Holby City, why is Ma watching this?

The music I got from a CD free with the newspaper, the one that I fixed my old laptop to get, is a very good album. Blondie's first. It's all pretty good. I really don't like the song, 'Hanging on the telephone'. It always windes me up. I can imagine really annoying people singing it on the college bus.

Listening to a band called 3 Doors Down. Fair play, alot of their music is pretty good. The band reminds of people I don't want to be reminded of, and one song inperticular, even though it is a great song to sing along to.

Photos of: GCSE Geology class (me sitting), photo I took of one of Hilda's cows years ago, photo I took of a photo Hilda took of me and My Chemical Romance in their good days!

1/1/11 The best new year's day

2011-01-01T14:49:00.000-08:00

I find the date really cool today! Also I thought it was cool when I looked at the clock in Guildhall Square to see it was 11 minutes past 11 o'clock! 11:11 1/1/11 Haha, How cool is that. On November the 11th of this year I can put another '1' in there!

Last day I wrote here was 29th. So! 30th! I'm not sure what day that was I have got a bid confused. Maybe Thusday, does that make sense? I met up with my friend and we went for a walk then came back to my house and watched.. now let me remember... The Book Of Eli (I was surprised how much I liked that film. It had a good twist), Family Guy Christmas DVD and 28 Weeks Later, which I though I had seen, but I hadn't acctually, and of course it was very good. 28th Months Later is coming out next year, how cool. 31st I met my friend again and we went to his, watched some films; Shrek 4, It was good and funny, better than the 3rd, Meet the Spartans (funny!) and umh.. hmm, I can't remember. Everyone at his house then played a wii dancing game, super fun. Midnight's new year came! We watched the fireworks in London on the TV, they were very good ones. Then we watched Up. I have been meaning to see it for so long, and it was so funny. I want it on DVD, very funny indeed. Followed by Tim Burton's 9. That was good too, not as good, but still good. 1st I was woken up by my friend's little sisters, they are so sweet, then their dogs jumped on me. The dogs are proper off their faces! Crazy. Ma picked me up then. Pa was in the car too, we went to the Hunt Meet in town. We heard there were 13 horses, there used to be wayyy more, I mean like 50/60 horses, but they all said it's too expensive for them now. Which is so sad. I really hope the tradition doesn't die out! There were loads of people though. Kiddies and their silly parents kept walking really close to the backs of the horses... oh my gosh, could you be any more silly! A man standing next to us, with a flock of children, has one that was SO close to a horse that Ma said something. The anti hunting people were stood on Guild Hall steps, the hunt came and stood infront of them. Lol. We saw Gerardine and Malcom there. I love the whole thing, everyone chearing and the horses and the hounds and the hunting horn. Would you like to know a family fact? My Ma won a hunting horn competition before! That takes quite something. Ma made Dad and I a meal at home, we then watched Wall-E while ma had a sleepy.

And who is this friend I spent the last two days with? Well, it is my new lovely boyfriend, Luke. I am such a happy person!

Here are some nice pictures, nice video from today and nice music ^-^

IT is not good for you to eat a muffin the size of your head

2010-12-29T13:58:00.000-08:00

Awh Charlie And The Chocolate Factory has just come to the end on the TV. What a sweet ending! Now I really fancy watching Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory (the orignal film!) Yeahh, sweeeet, or The Gruffalo.. Hmm... I remember hearing about it, or maybe watching it... hmm... will have a look at what that is.

My phone is so annoying. That is why I hardly ever use it. It was nice to turn it on after it being dead for a while to a few texts. I love my ringtone! The text can wait to be read I am singing along to my ringtone, 'Strawberry shortcake, she's a berry bitty girl with berry big possabilites and fruit filled fun in the secret to her recipie. She may be small her task is too tall. She'll be your best friend just give her a call. Strawberry shortcake, no task it too tall for strawberrrrryyy shorrrttcaaaake.' Ahh everytime, I love it.

Ahh how wonderful! I have plans for tomorow! Yay!

Sooo today Annie and Kevin came over on their way back to Cornywall. That was lovely seeing them.

I did loads of gardening then... Like almost the whole garden in one go, which I never do because I get annoyed or tired, but I did it all today apart from around my pond and the tree by my pond. It was a whole 5c today! Virtually a heatwave! It got to 1c but still that was fine. My pond is still frozen and I can see different layers of different coloured leaves in can see through.

It was raining today, it was lovely.

Ah, The Gruffalo is great! It is so lovely! Haha, the mouse likes Gruffalo crumble XD

Oh gosh, Russel Howard's Good News is on. Good gosh, hahahahahahaha!! This is acctually halarious!

Raindrops are like fairy whispers

2010-12-28T14:10:00.000-08:00

Today I got up at 2. It was so much warmer today. It was foggy all day. I have a headache at this this moment. I am watching I am legend. He just got back from something nasty biting his dog. Before this was Midsummer murders documentary funny thing, I have seen that before and it is great. Before that, Miss Potter was on. I haven't seen that film before it was really lovely!

I have done well today. Our old laptop hasn't been used in so long because it stopped working. It would go on for a few minutes and then turn off. I found out why, fixed it. I removed like 70 virus's from it, I deleted all the usless things, lots of other things and made the cd drive be reconised again. Woo. So it seems pretty fast now, everything is working, all it needs is an anti virus and I will have a real laptop! Woo. Saves me like... £400. It took me a good long while, and all I wanted in the begginging were a few songs from a cd from the newspaper.

I have a bundle of books I mean to read, the ones I can think of right now, are; Harry Potter's last and last but one, The Selby, Necronomicon, Red dragon, Hannibal, Various (again) and the sequal Celendine, the whole of the Bible, Children Of Hurin (listened to the audio book already) and the Silmarillion. Yeah, they're all good.

Not a chearful song but I really like it, style of the video too.

My personal evil guide plan

2010-12-27T15:17:00.000-08:00

''Congratulations on being the creator of a new Evil Plan
Your objective is simple: soul accumulation.
Your motive is a little bit more complex: sadistic pleasure

Stage One
To begin your plan, you must first traumatize a military general. This will cause the world to sense a grave disturbance in the force, paralyzed by your arrival. Who is this Sadistic Fiend? Where did they come from? And why do they look so good in your Wizard's Robes?

Stage Two
Next, you must contaminate the Moon (ooh, tides!). This will all be done from a abandoned church, a mysterious place of unrivaled dark glory. Upon seeing this, the world will weep uncontrollably, as countless hordes of evil clowns hasten to do your every bidding.

Stage Three
Finally, you must tauntingly wave your opening of the seven seals, bringing about the Return of the Antichrist. Your name shall become synonymous with slaughter, and no man will ever again dare cross you. Everyone will bow before your Cunning Intelligence, and the world will have no choice but to pray to you for enlightenment. ''

Well, that all seems planned then! Thank you, http://www.darksites.com/evilplan.php

Be obscene be be obscene

2010-12-27T11:00:00.000-08:00

Today I woke up at 10 but didn't get up until like... half 1. I made a list of things I was going to do, but they don't need to be done right away. I watched Elvira from 2001. I didn't know there was more than 1. That was good. All the snow has gone today because it has been raining and got warmer.

Yesterday ma and I went to New Quay to see family. I was given some lovely presents. We had lunch there and that was very nice.

Mary and Dad came over Christmas day, it was pretty good. I was given nice presents. We had curry and chips for lunch. We watched Alice in wonderland. When Ma from the living room I watched a whole load of good Christmas day TV. Eastenders special and some other good things, I can't remember what now. That was my birthday and there we are.. now I am 19.

Right now I am listening to Marilyn Manson. I am going to do stuff tomorrow. Go for a walk and make a vlog. Good oh.

Have you ever been in one room watching TV, while being able to hear another rooms TV with the same channel on? It makes a really good echo. It's a bit annoying if the other TV is faster though, but that isn't the case when I'm in the living room.

How many days to 2011? 27th today... so 4 days left of 2010. Last year I said on new years eve, things can't get worse this year.. well things didn't get worse, but they were not much better at all. After these two years, 2011 will be good.

These days between my birthday and new years day, always seem strange, like empty days, were nobody does much, nobody goes anywhere, they are like dead days. A dead week.

Spread your wings and let the fairy in you fly!

2010-12-24T16:53:00.001-08:00

It is pretty late, I am watching Jerry Springer. It is realy warm in my living room. Pa came over today. Gerardine and Malcome came over earlier, followed by Annie! I was given chocolate from Gerardine and Malcome, yay, how nice! Annie gave Mary and I, the new Alice in wonderland on dvd, woooo :D Also very nice!

Here is a video I realy like!

I do believe in fairies I do I do

2010-12-23T09:55:00.000-08:00

I got out of bed at like... half 2. So it is almost 6 and I haven't really been up and about that long. So I was doing well for a little while, sticking to meals, not snacking realy well, but the last couple of days that has gone, but it has been good so far today. 2 apples, 2 little biscuits, 2 little chocolate squares and a small bowl of sugar puffs. I love cereal. 'I like ceeeereall! I like chocolate milk! I like cheese! I like potatoes!' Hahaha! Cheese from Foster's home for imaginary friends says that. Cool character, but I prefer Edwardo from the show. When Ma got home from work we went to Mary's flat to see her and drop of some DVDs she got in the post. Ma made her a meal.

So far today I have been reading and watching videos about modern vampires. Very strange. People that call themselves vampires were born lacking energy, the chi kind of energy not electrical, so they have to get it different other ways or they don't feel well or get ill. There are different kinds of vampires. Saguinarian vampires who get energy from drinking real blood. They don't steal it, it's all very properly done by willing donors of that type. Psychic vampires are that take energy from people. Some take from negative energy, some take it from people who have too much energy, or they take it from other people by like attatching themselves to people and it's like taking the energy and happiness from them. One of the Satanic statements says something like, 'Respect to those who deserve it and not wasted on psychic vampires.' So I have heard that they are bad to take the kind of happy energy. The other kind, but I think there are others, well, they are Bio energy vampires that take energy from these examples, 'friends and family to pets and even to the general public we(they) come in contact with.' I think the bio ones are who take energy from both psychic and sanguin sources. Well, I find it all very strange, but very interesting to see what people believe. I think these ''vampires'' are just people that need to feel the company and energy from experiencing things. People (generally) feel better after going to the seaside for the day. Well, there you, some information you now know.

After wearing 3 pairs of socks yesterday, when trying to get them off as the top ones were ski socks and it was tricky. It made me think about what someone said the other day, that my socks, shoes or feet smelt of strawberries... I really can't remember the on earth said that. My feet are never really around anyone, and do they smell of strawberries? I am thinking it might be a dream.

I had a dream last night. There was a lot of people at this funny little house on a hill far away from anywhere. Hilda appeared! She was home for 2 days from India, and she said that she hadn't been very well in India and kept it secret, but she was okay now, she had recoverd. The house was made of rocks, like an old farm house . In one of the gaps a few people were interesting in the very old £1 coin tucked in. It was from 1858 or something. I got it out and tried to rub it clean to read the year of it, but part of the engraving disapeared and went smooth. I put it pack very well so nobody would notice what I had done.

I really want to make some wings like those just up there! They are so lovely!

Hark how the bells, sweet silver bells all seam to say, throw cares away

2010-12-22T11:07:00.001-08:00

Today I woke up from sleeping so well, but naturally, around... 12. I think. I'm not quite sure.

Yesterday and today we have had a whole load of Christmas cards and things. They came to deliever a parsel for me this morning, but very early, at around 10. Ma will go and pick it up tomorow.

In the video it looks like we have had lots of snow, right? It hasn't snowed here in days! It was so pretty on my walk today. Lilly was bouncing around so happy after her walk XD

I love that Christmas song, only sang by choirs. It's so nice. It was written by a Ukranian man, don't you know?

Boys and girls of every age, wouldn't you like to see something strange?

2010-12-21T04:40:00.000-08:00

I am just being picky, but isn't The Nightmare Before Christmas quite a scary film, for little people! If I saw this when I was very small I would be scared and it is being shown right now on BBC 2, the time is 12:40, but whatever, I am going to watch it anyway and I would have loved to have seen this when I am little. But it isn't a film for little children. Before this was on was Spirited Away, I don't like that film, out of all the anime's in the world why pick one of the most ugliest? I don't understand what the big woop about it is. Bad voices, boring story, ugly drawings. Am I in a complaining kind of mood today? Well, I don't mean to be. I am actually rather content today.

I was hugging my dog a little while ago and she moved suddenly and hit my nose and it hurt so much, ahhh. It is okay now.

Ma wants me to go a few houses down to some people that sell logs for fires. After this film... I will go.... and then go for a walk... but it is so warm inside.

5:04p.m - I decided not to go for a walk. I did my hair and makeup, made this video, which has now been turned into bad quality and I don't know why, and I got some logs down the road for Ma. I am not watching Sweeney Todd.

I would so happily dress like this everyday. I love it, I feel so bouncy and don't mind if I look chubby.

I love how the blood looks in this film, that sounds morbid, but if you see the film, it is such a contrasting colour to the dark of the film. Grays, blacks, greens, blues make the red look strange, like going on orange.

We buy any car, any make, any model from £50 to 1 hundred grand

2010-12-20T13:12:00.000-08:00

Today I made those two videos and the notebook. I watched a Russel Brand live DVD and Where the wild things are.It's realy warm in my house. I tasted some snow today, like 10 minutes ago, it tasted like snow... unique. I don't feel ill. Snow is really cool and clever how the snow freezes it into crystals and they don't collapse.

I did this drawing last night, it was drawn from memory, 10 minutes after seeing it. Those are photos of some Christmas in our house. (I'll scan it now, give me a few minutes)

GUESS WHAT CAME IN THE POST TODAY? XD! My lolita dress, bag, earings and skirt! YAY! They are so lush and fit perfectly ^-^

300th blog post.

2010-12-19T09:16:00.000-08:00

(27th December 2010: I just realised that the 300th post will be tomorow, the others were just draughts)

I must say that I am resonably pissedoff with Mr.Snow. I was so looking forward on going on holiday to Plymouth this week to Annie's house. But now, the silly snow is going to get everywhere an aweful lot over Wales, Bristol and all of the South-West. Acctually rediculous. So now I am going to have to find other plans. Oh no. :(

Ma told me just now that in Welsh, a microwave is called a 'popty-ping'! Haha, that's great. 'Popty' means bakery in Welsh. Another name for microwaves in Welsh is a 'micro-don'.

This video made me laugh!

So I am betting that the snow isn't going to get up to my nose so it won't be as much as a problem as it would be if it was. So! I have made a list of the following things I can do, and intend to do!

.....I hear those sleighbells jingling ring ring tingling tinglytingling ting!

We want to become humans not eat them for dinner

2010-12-18T07:48:00.000-08:00

1 blog post until I reach 300 blog posts, and 46 more blog views until I reach 3000 blog views. That is quite a few indeed.

Today I have been sitting by the fire like all day, just listening to music. I watched a 2 and a half hour Jonathon Creek with Ma. Horrible twist in it. People were disapearing into a big tank of water, from a bath, which was full of dead bodies. Right now I have put The Little Vampire on. I haven't seen this in a good long while. A very good quality video, looks like it could be on TV. Not like Ghost which I watched last night. That had a trailer for Shirley Valentine on it! That film came out in 1989. Ahhh I forgot again that the father vampire in this film is Withnail (Richard E. Grant)!

Ma roasted some chestnuts earlier, I quite liked them. They weren't exactly right though. She thinks they were over cooked, though the recipie said 30 mins at 200. There are some left for another go.

I have decided what I would like for the meal on my birthday, which is Christmas day to all that don't know. Haha, I rather liked the title of yesterday's blog post. Which was 'I am the Grinch that stole Christmas'. The meal on which I have decided is a sweet curry with chips. YUMMY! And then Christmas pudding for later in the day. How very nice!

My playlist this month is 20 tracks, it should keep me entertained with having to be played over a good few times on Monday's 8 and a half hour coach journey. I realy like this band, Feline! They brought out one album and had a bundle of B-side songs, they split up after they were dropped from their record label.

I am the Grinch that stole Christmas

2010-12-17T11:37:00.000-08:00

Today Mary woke me up, everything outside was coverd in snow. I saw it snowing last night. I helped Mary pack and tidy and things, and Dad moved all her things in his car. I think she was moving in for real today.

I spent a good amount of the day tidying up after and then moving things around. So much organising. I love organising so much. I have decided on a colour for the hallway and landing in our house.

I am going to watch Ghost now. My clothes should have turned up today, from Bodyline, but because of the snow they have been sent back to the delivery depo place in Bristol... I don't think I will get them tomorow, but maybe Saturday, or Sunday. We shall see. I am so looking forward.

Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream

2010-12-16T11:16:00.000-08:00

I haven't really done anything yesterday and today. I have been in pain, which after falling down the stairs this morning has added to it. Though it isn't too bad. Not like it is stopping me do anything.

Yesterday I watched the film Scream, and today I watched 101 Dalmations(not the animation) and Shrooms. Inside the video cover for 101 Dalmations is a letter from Annie to Mary and I which came with the presant of the video. It is dated 1997. I didn't forget it was there, I have always known it was there. It is always lovely to read it and watch the film.

Cruella is possibly my favourite villan.

I always seen to be looking for new music and not being very succesful. How do some people listen to music all the time and seem to have a never ending supply of good music. I just seem to listen to the same really good songs all the time. With the very occasional ones chucked in. It's very difficult to sort out the good from bad.

Sweet dreams are made of this, who am I to disagree

2010-12-15T12:38:00.000-08:00

From Even a stopped clock tells the right time

Green sleeves was all my joy and green sleeves my delight

2010-12-13T11:50:00.000-08:00

Ahh, what a wonderful video!

Ma woke me up late by accident today, so I just got the bus as it came through town rather than going to Llanelli and back. Charlie asked us questions and went through our portfolios 'n' stuffs.

Saw Mary's flat, it is lush.

And all of this world is for children who play

2010-12-12T11:29:00.000-08:00

Ma made lunch today for Pa, Mary and I. I just watched Tim Burton's Cabin Boy. I hadn't seen it before. I would not be atall surprised if The Mighty Boosh found that film inspiring! It had some very Boosh parts.

Ma says the weather people say it will snow by the end of the week.

Well I dyed my hair more... or tried to, but the conditioner I got isn't like the old one I had and it isn't as bright, so I put more in. I have learnt to do french plaits. Woo!

Dad is getting me another birthday presant, Wooo! It is a mostly pictures book and I will not get bored looking through it!

I am hungry, for fruit but there isn't any... hmph. Well I am looking forward to tomorow, acctually doing something in college on a portfolio day.. I hope, but whatever. Never mind if not.

Now, I think I am going to listen to the other side of one of the random records I got from upstairs, which is Patti Smith, and the other is Andrew Gold. Lets have a listen.Hmm... I'm not feeling Andrew Gold... Nooo.

I finnaly finnished my book. That took too long. I love reading... I should just stick to short stories to keep concentration.

I was thinking about people that live in Tipis and Yurts and things, I wonder it's like to live in one.

Follow us, Charlie!

2010-12-11T09:51:00.000-08:00

Umh, now, let me think, what did I do today... Oh gosh, I intended to do a bundle of things. Although fair play I have felt quite dizzy and not all too well. I also got stressed a little while ago.. because I was buying something online! YAY! Oh my gosh! I am so looking forward to the 15th! That is when it will arrive! YAY!

That hair is quite something. I think it is a shame it is so long, you can't show hair off that length. You would have to stand somewhere and no move if you want to show it off.

Ma got me blue hair dye today. It was lightest shade they had, but it will do, it will be really pale anyway. I know Mary won't approve of me having coloured hair but never mind. I think I will need to get more conditioner before I start dying it. I don't know, I could do it tonight... Well the night is young.

List of things I mean to do; Knit my sheep ears, sew their faces, tidy my room, hoover my room, find card, make cards, write cards, send cards, wash hair, dye hair.

Your's sincerely, Bahhumbug

2010-12-10T09:52:00.000-08:00

My feet are cold and I am bored. I have so many things to do.... but... I dunno... is there a point, the post is realy slow at the moment. I may aswell wait.

I stayed over Terriss' house yesterday. I forgot he had 3/4 cats and a dog, but I was okay, just got a bit of Asthma going on today, nothing too bad. I had a nice time over his.

Ma has gone out with work tonight, she will be home soon.

I have been watching videos on youtube of people with really nice hair. Realy long and lovely. I realy want long hair again, but have really really long hair aswell. If I can make my hair grow another 8 ish inches in the next year, I will be well away. I haven't realy seen pictures of people with realy long nice hair before. The people I have seen in town and around don't have good quality hair, it just goes realy thin and stragley at the end and that is horrible. In India or China it is a sign or beauty to have long beautiful hair.

In a while, I think the beginning of January, for the new year, I will dye my hair back to the closest I can to natural colour... I think I will go to the hairdressers, which will be lots of money, but it will be the last hair dying for a long long long... long long time, and they will be able to do it well and get a very good colour! I have been looking through my photos for some from before I started dying my hair. None of them are perticularly clear on what my colour was, and they all show slightly different shades, when I know that I didn't dye it.. Hmm... There is a photo I put in around last week of me a good while ago sitting on the floor with long hair, I think that is a natural photo.... but I can't be sure.

Fisherian runaway - Strange name of a subject which isn't all the interesting, but it's a fact for you! It just people are attracted to people that look a certain way, after time people will eventually evolve look a certain way because it what everyone thinks looks nice, like peacocks. It doesn't help them survive so much, its just a look thing

Here are photos of wonderful hair! And an image I found on Tumblr!

Post for Tuesday 7th December - Clothes show live

2010-12-08T13:04:00.000-08:00

Ma gave me a lift to Peacocks to get the bus at 7.30. Got to college to pick the rest up. Travelled a long way, closed my eyes for 15 minutes after Cardiff. When I opened them, everything, the trees, feilds, everything was coverd in thick frosty whitness, it was so pretty. It was that for another 3 hours or more until we got to Birmingham. The building was huge and there were hundreds of choaches.

The stalls and shops seemed to be set up in no perticular order atall, it was chaos. People walking into each other, huge expanses of people and oceans of shops in the very big tall room with bright pink carpet. Every so often there was a hideous noise of loads of kiddies and young teens screaming because some gay boy band was prancing and singing through their nose on the stage. I was with Mary and her friends, but I had rather gone around on my own, alot easier when there was no worry of loosing people while looking around and taking my own time. In the post before this post there is a photo of what I bought. All bargains ofcourse!

There was a show at 3 with some presenters that everyone cheered for, followed by models walking and some dance routines and a pair of boybands. One was called Vice. I don't know what the other one was it. Something that looked a bit like 'Un5igned'. Trying to be 'down with the kids' by putting a '5' intead of 's'!

Models in real life and frightening. Far too tall, huge people with perfect hair, makeup and clothes. I never realised until that! They do not strike you as the small, emaciated people everyone is lead to believe! Like mutant clone people.

On the way home I had a banana milkshake from McDonalds. Bad choice. Milk was a bad choice. I felt unwell by the time we got to Carmarthen. After such a busy day I was so tired and straight to sleep.

All in all I had a really nice day. I really loved the Clothes show and it was really intersting and cool, and fun. Although I didn't see the live bands as real music, far too rehearsed, not atall like any band I imagine I would ever go and see, but it was enjoyable. Again next year? :D

LMAO at the guy(!) in the black and red!

SPAM! And HAM and JAM! SPAMMY HAM JAM

2010-12-08T12:16:00.000-08:00

Is this the season for all electrical items to stop working? Maybe it is the cold whether breaking my things! I thought after updating my ipod it may fix it, but it hasn't it turns out. Now, it is taking longer to reset it to turn it on and sometimes it needs a little tap to get it to reset! This is so sad. I really like my ipod.... but I prefer my netbook... but! that is now deciding to go funny. It wouldn't turn on just now for a little while and it took far longer than usual to load it when it was on, although, it might have just been in shock after not been used for far over a day, and I shouldn't complain as it almost instantly loads itself up. But I have been thinking it is going to die soon. Do you know how much new ipod touches are? Over £200 :( A new netbook would be around £300. I won't be able to buy a new either. Too many holidays planned... I'd have to get a job :'( I don't want a job! Maybe I should steal 1 penny from every bank account in the UK... But like... you know.. too much work.

Anyway rant over, I'm sure nobody wants to hear about that.

Today I thought we were going to Llandysul to do first aid, but we didn't, instead, we filled out a form for working with children, which took all of 10 minutes. Then I didn't have anything to do for the rest of the day as I had done everything we have been told to do. It isn't a case of looking in the portfolio at work we have to get done and do it. Everything has to be done in a certain way. Jon and I then talked about 2012 and planet-X ....and the Matrix! I read about Wicca and things all afternoon. Wouldn't it be nice for magic to exist? I think it does, it's just kept quiet. I partly want to try that... oh botherations, I can't remember the name of it. A black mirror/glass thing to look at the future in it. Although you can do it with water of loads of other ways.Twice I have tried to imagine something that will happen in the future and they have both happened. One was i imagined in school, i told someone about it then, I remember, it was a big art room with tables and chairs and mannequins down a movable wall. It happened, exactly, in college, I told Rhoswen at the time. Also i thought about another one, it was a lady on a stall, and i saw that yesterday. I don't know what to think about it, lucky guesses? I don't know. If I get a black mirror thing and write down things i see and do it fairly often they may turn into the future. Most haunted used a black mirror before and they all got really scared and spooked. Another part of me thinks it might bring on bad vibes because you don't know what your messing with like a ouiji board, you just don't know.

I found some setting on my camera that I didn't know exist! A fish eye effect and a few other ones, some pictures are below I took with them today, and my new clothes from Yesterday!

Run, Shadow Fax! Show us the meaning of haste!

2010-12-06T12:20:00.000-08:00

I couldn't sleep last night so I watched The fellowship of the ring and the two towers. I didn't have time to fit in the 3rd one sadly. But I am watching it now.

I learnt how to do a plait like the one Legolas and other elves have just above their ears. It looks lovely. I love the elves hair. Well most of the hair of everyone, all long and flowing.

It was very cold outside today, I haven't realy been out in the cold since it got realy cold. Went to college. Had a nice bus journey. We have a first aid course in Llandysul. Aquatic first aid course don't you know. It wasn't a bad day atall. Rather nice. Went to Ma's office on the way back through town. We went to poundland after. Got some thingies and stuff and loads of batteries for me to take with me tomorow. My camera sucks the power out of any batteries, so this bundle should see me through tomorow! Birmingham! Yay! So looking forward!

I am very tired now and I am going to bed very soon. I wish this film would hurry up and finnish. 2 hours and 8 minutes left! It has already been on and hour! I want to download my Ipod update because it is being a bitch. It keeps turning it's self off and freezing. I think it just needs and update to fix it.... I REALY hope so. I will be ever so sad if not!

You be a prince and I'll be the princess, it's a love story

2010-12-05T12:55:00.000-08:00

Ma made lunch today, Pa came over, I woke up around lunch time. I have almost finnished my sheep. I have got a new playlist ready for the bus trips tomorow and the long journey to Brimingham on Tuesday. I thought the clothes show was in Bristol! Bit of a journey length disdence miss judgement.

Here is my playlist for December!

1)Black velvet band - Dropkick Murphies
2)Coma Black - Marilyn Manson
3)Comptine de lolita - Amilie (no idea what song this is called)
4)Those were the days - Mary Hopkins
5)Let me hear you scream - Ozzy Osbourne
6)Love Story - Taylor Swift
7)Marshmallow - IU
8)Still Doll - Kanon Wakeshima

9) Whiskey in the jar - The Dubliners
10) Whisperlude (A little Princess remix) - Pogo

Babble babble bitch bitch rebel rebel party party

2010-12-04T11:25:00.001-08:00

I didn't do much today. I watched about 4 Grand Design's and drew a picture of my dream home.

This morning I was trying to remember the name of the style, that these people recreated a bit in this house restoration program. They went to these amazing examples of it. Regency style. Omgosh, They went to one room in a house, huge room, pinks, golds and amazing. I have been trying to find some lovely pictures of that style on the internet but it is really hard to find any atall. The mirror in my room looks regency. I love it. I am going to watch a program called The Regency House Party. It's a reinactment kind of program, found it on youtube 4od.

Actually I am starting to think that maybe it wasn't Regency, and that is why I can't find anytthing... rococo was in 1780 ish, right? Maybe it just followed through to the victorian times. I don't know.

Well I drew my dream home today. Half green house half home, big gothic front door, big windows. Not many rooms, just loads of space instead. Lovely. It was also have realy nice garden. Maybe formal gardens and just keep flower pots and such inside. It would have beach trees and oak trees in the garden too.

Let me hear you scream like you want it!

2010-12-03T09:23:00.000-08:00

Let me hear you yell like you mean it!
I woke up by myself at 11 today. Dad popped by and we listened to music and things and he stuck the rope back on the log burner's door. It was raining earlier, I haven't looked out of the window since. I wonder if it is snowing!

I really don't want it to snow next Tuesday because I am going to the clothes show live in Bristol! YAY! It will be so cool! I am going to go to Poundland before I got to get a bundle of AA batteries. My camera sucks power so badly and I don't want them to run out there!

I tried playing the Welsh anthem for my Dad today, but my fingers were in so much pain that I couldn't do it. They don't hurt typing but little mandolin strings try their best to hurt you at the best of times.

I am going to do Christmas cards this evening, I'm not sure how many I have to do. Not sure eactly what to put on them. This weekend I will finnish the sheep and send them off. I will get a couple of people a presant extra and send them or whatever.

Here is a fun song for you! And I am off to do my Christmas stuff now! I think I shall listen to a bit of Ozzy Osbourne, I didn't realise how lush some of his songs are!

By a route obscoure and lonely, haunted by ill angels only

2010-12-02T09:47:00.000-08:00

I think I may properly gather my tattoo ideas together in the next few days. Yeahhh, that will be cool, draw some things. I don't think I will have it even if I decide what to have for definetly next year. It's funny having a tattoo, I forget about it, and then it's always a lovely surprise to see it again in the mirror, always there and never changing, like, 'oh yeah! look at that! it's still cool and the same, all black and batty, painful times but isn't it so cool!'. Lol, always cheers me up.

Today Dad woke me up by knocking on the house front door. I was so asleep. Haha, but it was 1, it was time I was up. We chatted and then listened to one side of a record. He said he used to know someone who ran a rock and roll night club above his trad band night club. Wait... oh I can't remember if it was that guy or another guy, well he learnt the drums and played in a band called... oh i can't remember that either... well he played with the Beatles long before they were famous. Cool to those that like them.

Omg on the TV they are showing how to cook chestnuts.... mmm roast chestnuts, lush. I wonder if the stall in town with them is there ever now.. mmm yummmmyyy.

I re-learnt the Welsh national anthem below today! I am pleased I got around to it, and it didn't take me all that long. So here is a video!

Is this the real life, or is this fantasy?

2010-12-01T10:41:00.000-08:00

The last few weeks, regular viewers of my blog will have noticed, that I haven't been as regular with the posts as I once was. It used to be religiously every day, without fail. But still, it is nearly always once every 2 days. It does take some thinking to do a blog. So it is perfect timing to announce my new venture to go along with my almost daily blog, but... will sometimes be instead of my normal blog. But all videos will be posted here! Woo!

Sooo here it is, grand unveiling! .... I have done my first video blog video AKA a Vlog!!! How wonderful! Now you can see me for real, like I am there with you almost.

Yesterday I listened to music and watched TV. Today Papa came over for tea and a chat and then I made my video. Tum te tum.

My has got me a chocolate coverd apple, for pudding after my evening meal, which will be ready in around 30 minutes. Have you ever had a chocolate apple or a toffee apple with which the fruit on the inside is just about to go off? Has a bit of a tang to it to say the least, almost spicy. Horrible surprize. They look so normal to look at. This happens with out of date fruit salad in boxes very often.

(Ma said my voice was lower than usual in this video... oh wowie... it must be realy high then!)Also I uploaded this video this morning!

What can I say? I pulled out a crimp. I panicked.

2010-11-29T05:04:00.000-08:00

Well Mr. Weather outside slapped me in the face. That was very cold. I was thinking after ma phoned at about 10 to 1, about the lilly (plant) in my pond. Cold water if fine, but -8c? I don't think so. I put my wellies on and went to break the top of the ice... well, I didn't think it was going to be 3 inches thick! I could not find any rubber gloves, though I don't know how much good they would have done. I got the peice of ice out and tried to find the lilly in its basket, but I couldn't and it was rather painful with the cold water. I got a stick and I did find it and made a dash to retreive it. I put it in a bucket of water and put it in my shed. It doesn't look dead atall, the stalks are all still strong, so that is wonderful. I went around the garden collecting our clay mushrooms and I almost forgot my gnome. He is safe inside now, they all are.

Plans for me now are; coffee, porridge, photo upload and get my asthma pump. This weather sets it off.

Papa popped by just was was about to sit down in the living room. Haha, he told me such a funny thing to do, while sitting on a bus, whisper quite loudly, but loud enough for everyone to hear, 'They're not really a woman'. Wether you're on your own or not, everyone will start looking around. Hahahaha. Amazing.

I researched satanism right, and didn't find much about it, there doesn't seem to be much online. Everything points you to LaVey Satanism, which is an eithiasitic point of view and thougts. Well Pa said that there was a guy called Aleister Crowley, the main public famous satanist. I have never heard about him before or his religious philosopy of Thelema. Darn google is so unhelpful sometimes!

Ahhh nooo, I had 18 bugs on my computer, whyyyy did my antivirus not kill them!

Do you see what I see? A star, a star dancing in the night

2010-11-28T02:25:00.000-08:00

ma woke me up this morning, early because I asked her to, saying that it was -22c outside! She went to check it again and the tube thing inside had got dislodged and it was acctually -5c.

I was just watching something for the weekend and they have Lenny Henry on TV, about a Saturday show he used to do some time ago. There are no Saturday shows at the moment and there hasn't been for a long time, since Dick and Dom in the bungalow, which was amazing. Live and kicking was very good and they really need a new one! Get Ant-an'-Deck and Kat Deely back!

There is a really big fluffy robin outside the window. The snow is exactly that same as it was two days ago!

Father came over for lunch. Ma cooked lunch. They are either kayaking in a swimming pool tommorow or starting orienteering in Brechfa. After slipping down Alltwallis hill in the snow last New years day I will not be going along that road again in dodgy weather, and I won't be going to Llanelli along the road. Very dangerous this to do. VERY anoying I will miss college again, but there we are, I love my love and do not want to risk it.

Here are some lovely photos that Papa took!

We'll fall asleep counting our blessings and not sheep

2010-11-26T06:27:00.000-08:00

Dad phoning this morning woke me up. I went town stairs to let him in, and what did I see out the window? Big bits of fluffy snow and white everything! I was very surprised. Dad put in the thing for the fire so it is totally fully installed now! I was trying to phone Ma for hours but I couldn't get hold of her, and then she came home so I stopped worrying. The snow had come down in only 10 minutes. Crazy. I have been knitting today. Watched Care Bears and Strawberry shortcake, which I watch everyday, missed Fan Boy and Chum Chum because Ma wanted to watch Allo Allo.

Right now I am sitting in the middle room. Put a record on, called Smash hits of the war years! Pleasant music. All 'pom pom pompom there will always be an England'. I am going to write my blog, check my emails, listen to music, drink apple ade and scan some pictures I have been meaning to scan.

I had a dream last night about everyone on my course, also the 2nd years, split into 3 mini buses. We had gone somewhere and we tried to escape because these people turned out to be evil. There was a problem! The had plainted the mini buses with realy bright colours so they couldn't get away and be noticed. There was a hill our one bus was going around and we saw down the edge of it, on a lower rode, another bus which had also tried to escape, it had fallen down on the steep corner and the people from it were waving to get us to pick them up. We also then fell down the bank and the 3rd bus came along and picked us all up. I'm not sure what happend then. We were on a high hill top which has exposed rock, grass and moss and things, we were climbing up one part of it, but the people that were after us saw us. A few of us got away back to the bus. We got to an old house, like a house a vicar lives in, with a graveyard with very very high walls to the side. Nobody lived there and everybody, in the world, had disapeered apart from us. There was enough food as there had been some nuns living there until recently. We had to not go out and never have lights on when it was dark out. Then we were on the road again and the evils were behind us and we went into a pond on the side and we all died.

Writing that dream made me remember alot more! I am pleased because it was a really good dream, really detailed with a long story and good scenes.

A car drove through the village while I was looking out the front door at the snow, it was playing, 'Snow is falling all around us, Merry Christmas everyone', reeallllly loudly. Hahaha, how nice!

Here are some scans from magazines, newspapers and some doodling drawings of mine!

And here is a song on the record I am now listening too. I feel Christmasy! XD